Miss You Already - SwanQueen

Part 15

~Emma PoV~

Regina and I couldn't have clashed any more last night if we tried. I shouldn't have pushed her away and I sure as hell shouldn't have told her to leave. I should have apologised right away, but what can I say? I'm selfish.

I sit emotionally crying on the end of my bed when a timid knock on the door appears. I wipe my eyes and take a deep breath not wanting her to see me like this; but little did I know, it wasn't her.

"Come in"

The door swings open to reveal the same man I had flashed my tits to in a bar back home. Let's just say, him and I had a little bump in at a cafe last week and he told me he has a new job.

"Em? What's wrong?" He says putting down the tray on my bedside table and soothing me straight away. I must be so insecure right now, but I blame Killian. He couldn't even look at me, so maybe that's why I'm craving some love and affection.

"I had an argument with Regina" I wipe my eyes again and plant a pity smile on him. He cups my cheek and pecks my lips while I deepen the kiss.

As Regina does, she walks in without a single knock or signal that she's entering. That's when I panicked and jumped away from him as though maybe she didn't see anything occur. But we all know that's not true.

"Your the guy from the bar right?" She questions not at all looking me in the eye.

"That I am, how are you?" He sincerely replies trying to take the tension out of the room.

Her eyes slowly drift to mine and there's this disappointment glistening so deeply in her stunning eyes. "You're unreal Emma! Out of everything you've ever done, this is by far the worst!"

~ Regina PoV~

"Regina wait!" She shout attempting to chase me. But I grab my umbrella and raincoat and run as far away as possible.

I end up standing on the edge of the moors in Yorkshire contemplating everything that's occurred and then she's hot on my heels, eventually standing right beside me.

"Regina I'm sorry"  but that's the thing... she's not sorry.

"You've got a husband. Or did that slip your mind?" I yell back not being able to hold back my anger towards her.

"I broke up with him"

"You're not divorced yet though, you have two kids Emma!"  I remind her. Family is so important and she's prepared to rip hers apart by sneaking off to Yorkshire to get any attention she can off whomever she can. It's wrong. Already my child is my first priority and the most important thing to me, and never would I ever do anything to hurt his child.

"Killian can't look at me, let alone have sex with me." She scoffs.

"Then this is the perfect solution." I shake my head in pity just looking at her. I throw my arms up for added effect and exaggeration.

"Do you know how it felt to be touched again?" She whines as though I know nothing about what she's going through. But I understand completely, I can imagine her frustration but this isn't the way to go about it.

"Don't ask for my approval." I raise my hand blocking her away and continue to walk away, but again she's hot on my heals.

"Oh, I won't." She grins slyly and this is the Emma I know, finally reaching the surface and arguing like a bitch. I knew she wasn't sorry, she just can't lose me and she knows that.

"This could blow your family apart. Or have you not stopped to think about that?" I shout, pushing my shoulder past her with force.

"What do you know about holding a family together. Try coping with two kids, when always at the back of your mind it's there." She ironically spits, but I have my family on the way little did she know. If she took time to stop thinking about herself all the time. She would see that I'm almost 7 months pregnant now. I'm huge but she wouldn't notice when all she cares about is herself. "The fear." She adds on.

"Oh, don't get all profound on me." I abruptly walk away yet again, I cannot be dealing with her right now. Stress isn't good for the baby.

"I don't know if you've noticed, but I have this annoying little disease." She whines...

"Noticed?" I scoff.  "You're a frickin' cancer bully. You bully everyone around you while we all try to deal with your life and take care of your crap." She uses cancer for her every excuse like she's too weak to do anything alone, but this..: she brought us here alone to have sex with anyone willing to touch her, and have I not been pregnant and unprepared to tell her, I would have had sex with her. "You're acting like a slutty teenager." I yell back at her face.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realise you wanted a medal."  She sarcastically quips back.

"You're so selfish." I look at her dead in the eyes and for once I see nothing. I don't even know what I'm doing still stood around her. " I don't wanna be near you." I spin around and this time walk away with conviction that I won't continue this argument.

"All right, have fun. Off you go, back to your cosy little houseboat where all you have to worry about is bringing in your tiny orange cushions when it rains." She sarcastically yells after me, and that's when I can't help myself but turn back and finally it's time. I lift my top and march towards her with anger. For the record I have much more to worry about than orange cushions. If she noticed, I'm pregnant and that's my biggest worry.

"Oh, my God, Regina, I can't..." She stutters but this time with joy as she covers her mouth with a gasp of love. Her hands reach forward to touch my huge bump but I pull my top down fast enough and step back.

A frown appears on her face. "You were there when I pissed on the Predictor stick. You were there when both my babies were born. You didn't tell me because you think it's just another thing I might not see, right? Because I'm never gonna meet that person." She spits in frustration because I was by her side for both of her pregnancies and have been forever yet I couldn't even tell her about mine. I feel as though she has more she wants to say though so...

"Just say it."

"I wanna go home." She shrugs, which clearly isn't on her mind right this second, it's just a cover up excuse.

"You wanna go home now?" I scoff. "That's funny because for a moment I thought you were gonna move into their attic and have your way with anyone that can get their hands on you, and let's face it you're not picky. You dragged me all the way down here to what? Get me alone? And when that didn't work you had a plan B, the bar man" I push her back and away from me which was harsh, it was a bad move but what can I say? I'm pissed off.

"I came here because it may be my last chance to come here and be who I really am... was... I don't know regina" she whines.

"No you came here to get laid" I fire back in disgust and she slyly just stands there with a smirk on her face knowing I'm correct.

"Just make your own way home" she yells.

"I will" I fire back, this time walking away for good. "And yeah by the way, fix your wig, it looks like shit" I yell behind my back earning a groan in return.

And that day, had I not been more careful and less raging then I would have been more wary of the wet slippery rocks, which caused my to slip and Fall flat on my back, winding me in the process, but my main worry is the pain I feel in my stomach. I pray my baby is not hurt.