Miss You Already - SwanQueen

Part 3

Today is Valentine's Day, and who knew the two girls would find it so difficult, so distant and so emotional.

Regina couldn't get pregnant, no matter how hard she tried, and now she's thinking of alternative ways to conceive a child. Meanwhile Emma is feeling insecure, about her body, and her health, what if she tells Killian and he will no longer want to touch her.

We shall see....
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~ Emma POV ~

As my eyes skin across the leaflets my doctor had given my regarding my possible breast cancer, I become far too overwhelmed at the thought, but that's expected right? That's complete normal and I'm allowed to feel that ways.

If I'm honest, breast cancer isn't the thing that scares me. 1 in 2 people now get cancer so either way we should all find a way to feel like we somewhat expect it in our later life, but I'm too young right now. I still have a life, a family, children, I can't lose all of that now.

"Happy valentines, sexy" Killian sing-songs as he wonders into the sitting room where I toss the leaflet upside down and between a magazine rather quickly throwing it to the coffee table as though I'm not hiding anything.

He hands over a fancy box and flashes his sexy smile, I lift the lid to see tissue paper covering a matching underwear set, a rather sexy underwear set and I can only imagine what he is trying to get.

"Little gift for yourself?" I question, lifting the sexy bra for a further viewing.

i could have seen this coming, Killian has never been the romantic kind, more the boisterous, sexy kind but that's always what I liked most about him.

"No, I already got mine on" he tugs underneath his rather skinny trousers and pings at his underwear, before pouncing on top of me and taking me right there and then. Luckily the children were with my mother and as of right now I can confirm he is still touching me in all the right ways, but that may change once I tell him the truth.
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~ Regina POV ~

"Alright I'm off" Robin places a kiss to my lips and lifts his bag over his shoulder.

"Happy Valentine's Day" I state with a grin handing over my little gift that really isn't anything big. I know Robin isn't so fond of all these traditions and holidays.

"Oh what?" He accepts the gift a little taken back. "Sweetheart... you know I think it's a load of commercialised bollocks, right?"

"Yes I do" I nod kissing him again. "Hey..." I grab his attention yet again, because I feel as though this will be the best gift of all. "I've been thinking and maybe we should put all our eggs in one... test tube." I take a bite of my lip, unknown what his reaction will be. "You know go in for the old fertility treatments"

"But we didn't qualify for free treatment?" He questions, which is not what I thought his reaction would be. I thought he'd be ecstatic.

"I'm not talking about doing it on the national health..." but that's when I sense he's distant, like there's something coming that he knows I won't like, as though maybe he wants to wait a little longer for this baby despite how long we've waited already. "You're going on an oil-rig again" I huff knowing his big news.

"Only for a short stint" he knows how much I hate him working for so long, so far away in the middle of nowhere, no connection I can hardly call him, practically in the middle of sea. I hate it and he knows it.

"No. They're the worst"

"Yeah, that's why they pay the most"

But we move past this subject... it's Valentine's Day and we shouldn't be bickering about his work. At the end of the day he enjoys it, he gets good pay, I just hate him being away for too long.

We look into the fertility treatment and all these medical treatments I'll be taking and these pills to help my fertility levels and chances of pregnancy but I'm sure it'll all be worth it in the end.

"I don't even take aspirin, I hate the idea of taking all these drugs" I huff as I read through all the information that is vital to know before following this procedure.

"I hate the idea of wanking into a plastic cup, but if it means that we produce a heir to our extensive power tool collection it'll be worthwhile" he convinces, placing one last kiss to my lips. "Hey..." he catches my attention and pries my eyes away from the information before me. "Happy Valentine's Day"