Miss You Already - SwanQueen

Part 20

~Emma PoV~

The loud piercing knocking erupts my sleep and forces my body awake. I spring out of bed and put on my silky robe to hide my underwear. Who the hell could be knocking at midnight?

I head down the stairs and grab a baseball bat ready to swing at any intruder that lurks behind the door. I peep through the door lens and instantly my heart eases and my grip loosens as I open the door wide.

"What are you doing here?" I question, meeting the woman I know far too well. Normally she would be asleep.

She steps through the doorway, snakes her arms around my waist and slams me against the door, shutting it in the process. Her needy hands slither up my waist and unties the robe that covers my body as her lips connect fiercely with mine. I'm gasping for air but this is too good to interrupt just for a short breath.

Her hands group my upper arm as she tugs me closer to her frame and instantly I find my hands resting on the child that's keeping us a few inches further apart. How I wish this was our baby? I hate the fact this babies has that stupid idiots DNA.

She moans into the kiss and finally pulls apart and finally I can breathe. But not once do I let her go, because if I do, I may never get her back. "Me and robin... were done."

"What? Why?" I shriek, I never once expected this. Regina was always the kind of woman to want what's best for her child. A stable home with the mother and father together and happy. So what's changed?

"He made me choose. I choose you. I always choose you" she vows, connecting our lips again and slowly running her hands down my arms and removing the gown successfully. It drops to the floor and the cold breezy night covers my body in goosebumps. "I love you" she whispers as her chest is bouncing up and down with Adrenalin as our foreheads stay firmly connected.

"I love you too"

I lead her to my room and slowly and carefully lie her down. I unbutton her not so sexy pyjamas and kiss my way down her chest in the process, but it seems she's impatient. She wraps her thick thighs around my abdomen and flips me over, straddling me still. She interlocks our fingers and leans down, marking my neck purple and blue. I've waited a lifetime for this moment and I cannot believe it's happening now, in my weakest state yet she makes me feel so strong. She doesn't make me feel like a sick, dying person. She makes me feel alive.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" I pant, I dread the response, I dread hesitation, I dread rejection,  but I got the opposite of all of this.

"Absolutely, I'm not waiting another second" she confirms, kissing my lips and slowly ducking down and grinding slowly against my core for her own pleasure. Eventually she throws her head back and tugs my underwear completely off, instantly diving into my wet folds and licking me up and down.

Never did I imagine that this would be the kind of sex I craved. Killian was shit, he barely looked at me. He would be inside for five seconds and finish, but Regina... wow. She is loving and affectionate. She takes her time, and who knew a heavily pregnant woman would turn me on so damn much.

I spread my legs open, giving her more access as she licks my sensitive bud rapidly. I feel my orgasm ripping through the surface but I hold back. I bite my lip and my eyes roll back in pleasure. She enters her fingers and quickly pumps rapidly inside me and how can I hold back a single second longer?

She licks me clean and lies beside me as I cover our naked bodies and she cuddles into my side. We remain giddy and silent for a few minutes while we catch our breath, but it's not an awkward silence. It's a pleasurable silence.

"I really want their to be a heaven, is that pathetic?" I ask, starting conversation but maybe I'm worrying about everything I have to lose now: my children, my wonderful little scarlet and handsome little Henry. Regina, my love, my life, and now I'll miss out on her babies life. I have everything to lose.

"Not pathetic" she confirms, shaking her head and looking deeply into my eyes. "Hypocritical, maybe" she chuckles, and she's right. I've not done anything good to deserve me going to heaven, I've been a rule breaker, troubled little devil, the only place I'll be going is hell. I'm sure they've opened my spot already waiting.

"I really want there to be a white-clouds-and-all heaven" I huff. "You think they'll let me in there?"

"Not unless they've lowered the enter requirements" she teases with a soft, lovable giggle that sends my heart fluttering to heaven without my body attached.

There's something I need to tell her... and there's no easy way, so out with it I go. "I went to see a hospice today"

"A hospice? Why?" She questions, but she knows the answer, she just refuses to believe it.

"For a luxury spa break. Why do you think?" I scoff, but already she is bolting up in bed and panicking. Her eyes filling to the rim with tears.

"No. If you go into a hospice, you'll never come out" she confirms, but that's why. I need to be in care, I need to be looked after until my final breath.

"You get used to it Gina, I Have" I shrug, because that's my reality now. I'm used to this annoying little disease ruining everything, and it's about time Regina gets used to it too, because it's not budging anywhere. It's just now I have to tell the children.
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*a/n: remember the first chapter, because it'll end with that ;) in a way....*