All Time Slash - Fireworks. (Jalex FanFic)

Chapter 32

Alex’s fingers ran through his matted hair, nails digging into the roots as he shook his head from side to side. “N-no... I’m just imagining this.” He whimpered, “I’m just drunk, and I-I’m seeing things. M-my Jack wouldn’t d-do this...”

Jack steadied himself onto his feet, Oli’s hand reached out to grip around his bicep tightly. “Let me go, Oli. I need to make sure he’s o-okay.” Jack slurred, trying to wriggle from the older man’s grasp, yet found that his fingers only tightened.

“Just leave him.” Oli spat, “Look at him, he’s pathetic.” And he just had to laugh, because it was funny to see a boy who bigged himself up, seem so fragile and weak. “It’s only cocaine, I don’t see why he’s crying about it.”

That word made Jack cringe, cocaine, it sounded so disgusting.

“I-I can’t believe you...” Alex managed to choke, “You have no idea how st-stupid you are.”

Jack’s hand managed to pry Oli’s fingers from his arm, and he stumbled towards his boyfriend, ignoring Oli’s cursing beneath his breath.

“Alex, please, I-I’m sorry.” He began, “I just- You seemed so happy with your friends, a-and I felt left out.”

Large, thick brows pulled together to a frown, “You felt left out? Fuck, Jack. I-I just wanted a night with you. A-and you left me to go with Oli.” He brought his hand to his face, thumbs wiping at the tears beginning to crawl from brown eyes. “D-don’t you dare try and make me feel guilty.”

Jack folded his arms against his chest, chin tilted downwards, “I’m sorry...”

“A-and you think that’s gonna make it better?” Alex asked in disbelief, “One little word i-isn’t gonna change the fact that you just... you just snorted coke.”

Jack didn’t know what to say. Sorry was the only word he could think of, but Alex didn’t seem to want to hear it. What else could he do?”

“I’ve had enough of this already. Jack, come on, let’s go.” Oli called from behind the two boys, “Alex wont even remember this in the morning.”

“I’m not leaving him.” Jack turned to face Oli, whose glare as rather impressive. “I need to just th-throw up or something, get everything out of my system. I-I need to make this better.”

“Are you a fucking idiot? Puking isn’t gonna stop the effects. I’m surprised they’ve not kicked in already.” Oli scoffed, a hand placed on his hip.

“I don’t know what I’m feeling, b-but I know it’s not good.” Jack mumbled before looking at Alex. “Pl-please take me home...”

Alex blinked several times, keeping the tears at bay for the moment, “Why should I?” He asked, voice cracking. “I should just l-leave you here to fucking bathe in your side-effects.”

The American boy’s eyes widened, “N-no... Alex, you wouldn’t. Please, I just want to go home.”

Alex’s teeth sunk into his bottom lip, considering the consequences. “Wouldn’t I...?”

“No, b-because I know I’ve fucked up big time, b-but you’ll forgive me, because that’s what a good boyfriend does.” Jack cried in desperation, “You’ll tell me that I’m a f-fucking idiot, that mixing drugs and drink is putting my life at risk, that I could die at any moment, but y-you’ll be the one who’s rubbing circles on m-my back and holding my hair when I v-vomit.” His words became quieter as he watched Alex’s expression change, “A-Alex, c-come on... It was just a line. I-I know it was stupid, b-but I wont do it again... please, don’t leave me like this.”