White Lies ~~Cameron Dallas~~

Pt 7 I Wont Admit It

Astrids POV

Cameron hugged me and embraced me with so much force I thought he put me back together but he didn't, the only thing he put together was my messed up thoughts. I didn't hug him back I just stood there limp. Arms down, head down, self confidence down and walls down.

"Promise me you wont do that again. You scared the day light out of me." The tears started falling making me irritated. I know he was being serious tho cause he squeezed me at the end of the sentence. I finally replayed and hug him back with just as much force.

"I can try." I know he wasn't going to be approving my answer but it was the best I could do. He looked down at me with disappointment. I carried on crying knowing that he was disappointed in me. I was disappointed in myself to be honest.

I let him go and walked to the corner of the bathroom and slid down the wall. I put my head in my hands and cried. He sat next to me and lifted me, putting me on his lap. I cried into his top making it soaking wet but he wasn't complaining. He rubbed circles into my back soothing me and my imagination.

"Im here. You'll be fine." We stayed in this position for more then ten minutes but it felt like a hour. Over exaggeration right there people...like she said.

"They all leave, so I'm not going to be surprised if you do." Cameron let me go to look to at his face but I just closed my eyes like I always do when I'm scared to look at his expression. He lifted my head so my nose was touching his.

"Please open your eyes ." I tried to pull away but he had a firm grip on my face. I still wont look at him which I could tell was annoying him. I always tend to annoyed him even when Im not trying. I annoy everybody.

"I wont ask twice Astrid." I sigh and open my eyes to be meet with his beautiful brown eyes that always taking my breath away without trying.

"I love looking at your eyes so don't ever do that to me again." I look down at my hands and start to pick at my nails. A habit I do when I'm nervous.

"Pick your head up princess, your tiaras falling." I smiled at that quote I've heard before but kept my head down. He sighs and picks my head up yet again.

"Im sorry." He was shocked at my sentence but kissed my cheek. He stood up and held out his hand for me to take. I gladly take his hands. They were soft and big.

"Whats the time?"

"Nine in the morning." I nodded but he couldn't see me cause I was behind him. When we entered the room I noticed I was part naked cause I was only in a towel. I blushed when Cameron handed me some clothes.

"I guessed I should have gotten you clothes well you were in the shower, seeing as you didn't get  any well going there." He handed me my clothes and awkwardly scratched the back of his head not knowing to do.

"Thank you." He nodded and left without anything said.

After I got changer into my black ripped denim shorts and white vans top I looked at the mirror to see if I looked ok.I put my "to sassy for you" jumper on to hide my fresh cuts. I walked back into the bathroom and brushed the knots out of my hair. I looked for my makeup bag but found it under the draw. I put on little make up so it looked like it was natural. The mess I made was cleaned up by Cameron I guess when I was sitting down in the room.

I walked downstairs towards the kitchen. I had no idea where I was going but all I knew was to follow the smell. When I walked in I saw my mother sipping her tea and...I don't even know his name. Well he was reading the news paper. But no Cameron.

"Do you want to leave." I turned around and there he was. He was wearing khaki shorts and an American top. I have to admit he looked hot in everything he wore. I quickly nodded once I noticed I was steering.

"Astrid there's some food here if your hungry." I replied with the I'm not hungry card, but to be honest I was starving. I just didn't want to sit with them and "talk"

Once we were at the door Cameron stopped in his track making me collide with his back. He turned around and gave me a confused look. He raised his eyebrow then looked at my board on the floor. I blushed then walked towards it and picked it up.

We were skating around for most of the day. He showed me where everything was and he was a cutie when he showed me his most favorite ice cream shop. His eyes light up when he saw something he likes, its so adorable. We were skating around the beach until someone started yelling his name.

"I missed you babe." A beautiful girl started playing with her hair well she touched his chest. She didn't even notice me. And he sure had no problem with it.

"I don't want to admit that we wont fit."