White Lies ~~Cameron Dallas~~

Pt 18 I Can Dream

Camerons POV

Its been a week since shes gone into the comer and all I've been doing lately is lay in bed and cry about losing her, but I cant help but think that I wont have a life without her. Sure we had our tough patches but that's what I liked about us, we always fought like a married couple but we love each other like its the first time. She always light up apart of me that I didn't even know exist. She was my Finn and I was her Jake. We will always have an adventure waiting for us and we will always make memories of it.

"Cameron we made breakfast. Pancakes and waffles." I heard Nashs concerned voice outside my door. They have all been wonderful to me even tho I've been an asshole to them most of the time. They didn't ask me questions they acted normal like I'm not sad. I couldn't ask for a better family.

I got out of the bed and walked over to the door taking my time. When I opened the door Nash stood there with a surprised look. I haven't been out the whole week and I haven't opened the door. I haven't even eaten which I know is unhealthy but that's the only thing I felt like doing, laying around.

"Mate its not healthy to lay in bad all day and not eat anything. We're all worried." I walked past him and walked to where the smell was coming from.

"Your not my mother Nash so don't tell me what to do."I didst mean to be harsh on Nash but it just comes out, I cant help it. I know I was hurting them and I regret that.

The walk to the kitchen was fast and quiet. Around the corner I could hear everyone talking but as soon as I step in everyone goes silent and looks at their plate. They were fine before but now their quiet, family my ass.

"Don't let me interrupt you important conversations." I said in between my teeth making everyone look at each other under my glance.

"You know what fuck it."I turned around and walked back into the hallway but Nash stopped me and grabbed my singlet pulling me till I was seated in a seat.

"You need to stop it Cameron. We don't know whats wrong with you but we want to help that's what family's for." I glared at Carter and try'd to get up but Nash pushed me back down.

"Cameron."I looked at Hayes and say a tear fall that's when I knew it was time I told them.

"Astrids in a coma and they said she wont make it."I got out of the seat and ran my hand through my hair crying as I did so. Everyone was quiet making me nervous.

"Its been a week since that basted of her father put her in it. But its my fault because I wasn't fast enough to help her I lay on the floor like a bitch I didn't help her I just lay there. She could be dead already and I don't know. When I took her to the hospital she was cold out. Her breathing was slower then internet explorer. Three hours I waited for her, three hours she was in surgery and as soon as she got out they said they don't think she would make it. Their giving her four months tops and as soon as shes one day over their pulling the plug on her and the fact that her mom said nothing about it." I was out of breath so I could finish what I was about to say but they all got the point.

They were all looking at each other making my frustration grow and as I was about to yell at them Aaron talked.

"Go have a shower. We're going to see her." Aaron grabbed the towel off the couch and throw it at me. Pointing towards the shower earning a groan from me.

"We know you want to see this girl don't deny it." They all had smiles on their faces making one to form on mine. I nodded and headed to where the shower was.

Here I come Astrid.

~~At The Hospital~~

Every step I took I could feel my heart beat faster. We were at the reception but this time there was a different lady her hair was grey well her eyes were a dark color. They were all in front of me well I was behind playing with my nails. When we were at the desk the lady asked what we wanted.

"Astrid Jane O'Connor."I said. Everyone looked at me and raised their eyebrows.

"Whats your relation towards Miss O'Connor."Before I could reply Nash was ahead of me.

"Boyfriend."I scowl him and looked at the hospital. They always scared me. Some one is most likely dying right now and right now someones giving birth. For a life you need to sacrifice one an-.

"Room 165." I thanked her and started walking until five girls walked in front of our group and started screaming asking for pictures.

"Omg Nash I love your eyes."Nash started talking to the girl well another started playing with my hair and dragged her hand up and down my chest. Her face was caked on and her hair was bleached. If you would ask me I would have thought shes a prostitute.

"How about we find a spear room and let it go from there." I pushed her away and glared at her.

"Have you ever thought we're here for someone that's died or dying. Have you ever thought that one of us might be sick and dying. No because all you care about is getting in bed with one of us or becoming our girlfriend so you can us our money and fame. All, a girl like you cares about is who your going to fuck next." I walked away from the group and ran to room 165. I don't care if I hurt her she should have seen it coming. I sounded like an asshole but she would have gotten it sooner or later.

I calmed down and looked in the window. Franke was standing by her bed with a grin on his face. He should be in jail for what he did to Astrid. I pushed open the door giving them both a shock.

"Get the fuck out of here."I yelled as I got in his face. He looked behind my shoulder and there stood the other boys they were all watching me like hawks. But I turned my attention back to Franke and pushed him.

"L.E.A.V.E."He looked at the floor and then smirked.

"I'm not that easy to get rid of me." I grabbed his collar and pulled him down to my level.

"Your treading on thin ice."I pushed him away and watched him walked out. The boys were looking at me with concern but I brushed it off.

"Can I have a few minutes with Astrid Mrs O'Connor."She nodded and walked out with the boys.

Your inside my head.

In the middle of the night when I don't feel right I dream I can hold you.