White Lies ~~Cameron Dallas~~

Pt 25 Silent

Authors note: Can you please vote it would make my day even if it was just one person hahahahha. Thats all. Stay beautiful.

Astrids POV

I woke up with my legs tangled in the sheets but no Cameron. I leaned my weight on the palm of my hand and pushed myself out of the messy bad and layed my head in my hands. My head felt like it was going to explode into a million pices and my stomack was sore to the poin where I didnt even want to get up and walk around but I knew it would only get worse so I walked into Camerons bathroom and looked in the draws to try and find some pain killers. I pushed everything out of the way then found some at the back. I didnt bother grabbing a cup of water to swallow them, the faster they were inside the faster I wouldnt hurt.

"Astrid." I heard Camerons voice come from the room making me close the cabinet.

"In here." My voice cracked so I repeated the sentence more clearer and louder so Cam could hear.

"I need to talk to you about something. Its really importaint." I walked out of the batheroom and saw Cam sitting on the bed with a nervious smile. I sat beside him and nodded waiting for him to say something.

"We're going on tour and I was wondering if you would like to come with me and the boys. We'll be traveling to Nevada, Oregon and Canada." I looked at him like he had two heads.

"Are you crazy. You havent even asked my parents have you. I dont know Cam."I started babbling to myself making me more worried but Cam held my shoulders in a firm but tenderly grip making me snap back to reality.

"Astrid I'll-I mean me and the boys will be there for you."I started picking at my nails and pull at my skin underneath the nail. Cam takes a hold of my hand and squeezes it.

"I dont know."I rest my head on his chest and felt him sigh under his breath.

"Astrid it would mean the world to me if you came. If you dont I'll be fine but just think about it ok."I nodded my head then felt him move from my grip and slide through the door out through the hallway. I cheaked my watch to see the time.

9:01am

I walked back in the bathroom and pulled out a towle settling it down on the floor. I walked back in Cams room and went through his draw trying to find something to wear. Hopefully he wouldnt mind.  I picked his pocket t-shirt, magcon jumper and his black with white stripes adidas sweats that he always wears.

I put everything down and hopped in the shower.

Wake up in a new day but it dont feel that new.
Same faces around me with the same point of view.
Everything is perfect, everythings ok.
Just swollow the lies and let your emotions fade.
But my heart wount be quiet, I feel a change.

I thought as I washed my hair and body. I jumped out of the shower and changed into Cams clothing. As I was walking out I saw the boys doing a youtube video so I got on my knees and crawled away from the camera and opened the fridge, still on my knees. I stopped and tried to hear their convo.

"This is from Alia_Dallas. Hair on our fingers or on our toes." I felt jelousy ping in my gut but I ignored it and tried to hold in my laughter and wait for their replys. First was Carter.

"I would say fingers cause well you could be like the abominable snowman or something." I let out a loud breath and put my hand over my mouth to try and hold my breath. Next was Nash.

"Yah what Carter said cause then it would be like twilight. Like Taylor Laughtner. I would be the sexy wolf and Carter you would be the nird wolf and Hayes.. I dont know what you would be." I bit my lip trying to hold it in. Next was Cam.