White Lies ~~Cameron Dallas~~

Pt 33 Square One

Astrid's POV

Its been three months since we've ever talked or even seen each other. I would like to say I'm over him but that's hard to say seeing as tho hes on ever page and channel I look at. Hes gotten even more beautiful then the last time I've seen him. He's got a girlfriend. She's a model.

"Are you listening."I look Kane in the eyes and nod.

"Of course I am babe."I say as I kiss his lips.

Yes me and Kane are a couple. He asked me out when we were at the beach me and Cameron first saw each other. I said yes because when he asked me out all I was thinking about was Cameron. 

"Ok so me and Alex are graduating soon and I was wondering if you would like to be my date to the after party."I nod and get off my bed.

"I would love to."I say as I walk over to the bathroom and brush my teeth.

"That's great. I think I should go now. I love you."He says as he comes into my bathroom and kisses my lips.

I still haven't said it back to him. I know I'm hurting him but when I say it I mean it and to be honest. I just don't feel like we're something anymore. I feel like we're both just to different people. When I want to go out, he wants to stay in. When he wants to go out, I want to stay in. I just don't know how to put us.

"Astrid we have a visitor."I grunt and walk down stairs. I trip down the stairs and stumble a little but gain my balance at the bottom.

"Don't fall over." I look up and see Cams mom standing there with a smile.

"No promises." I say as I give her my best fake smile.

"Can I talk to you for a while."I looked at her confused and nod. I follow her into the lounge where mom left us alone.

"Camerons horrible."I chuckle to myself and I sit across from her.

"I'm sorry to say Mrs Dallas but I have absolutely nothing to do with Cameron."She looks at me with a sad expression then lays her head in her hands.

"He's gone out of control. He came back yesterday with Trin. Shes using him for his money and fame. I told him to leave her but he just yelled at me say that I have nothing to do with him and his relationship and says that I can never ever see any of his girlfriends again. He said I was the worst mother anyone could have. Hes been out late partying with Trina and coming home late and drunk. Please Astrid-"

I cut her short and walked outside to her car. She came out with tears in her eyes so I pulled her into a big embrace and squeezed her.

"I will talk to him."She smiles weakly and jumped in the passenger side. I jump in and she throws the keys in my direction.

"Can you please drive."I nod and start the engine.

When we got to Gina's house I walk straight in to find Cameron making out with Trin.

"You fucking prick."Cameron pulls away surprised but then glares at me. He looked at my short hair and kinda breathed out a small breath and dropped his glare. He looked at me with a sad and disappointing look but plasters up a new angry look when Trin hit his gut making him come back to reality.

"We aren't even going out why are you here."He yells at me and storms towards me.

Nash and Carter walks out from in the kitchen and look at me with a smile but they turn into a frown. Yes my hair is short but that doesn't mean I've changed, well I might have but at least I'm not hurting anyone. I push their looks away and pock  Camerons chest. He's more beautiful in p-. SHUT UP ASTRID.