Astrids POV
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
"Mind filling me in?" This time it came out more of a growl making me tense.
"This isn't what it looks like Mrs O'Connor."I mentally slapped Cam. Why would he say that, this is what it looks like and no matter how hard we try and convince her she wont believe us. And just on que Franke (dad) walked in and pointed at Cameron.
"Get out of this house right now! And you, you slut. Go have a shower and then go straight to bed."Cameron looked down but as soon as he said slut Cameron was up in his face and pushing him. Cameron was smaller then Franke but Cam had the upper arm to this cause hes stronger.
"Say.That.Again."I pulled my dress up and ran towards Cameron. I know Cameron wasn't afraid to hit him, but I'm afraid I'm going to lose him if he does.
"Shes a slut and you know it."Once those seven words left his lips he was on the floor.
"Don't you dear call a girl that you prick. And I know your the one who hit her." Cam said getting in Frankes face.
Franke pushed Cameron back making him collide with the desk. Cameron picked Franke up and hit him in the jaw, but the second time he dogged it and hit Cam in the gut making him stumble back, Franke hit him again but in the head making Cam fall to the floor . I went in between them but was hit in the gut by Franke, I dropped to the floor in pain and clutched my gut. Another kick was felt in the same spot making me cry out loud. He hit my head with his shoe making my eye sight go dizzy. He kicked me a few more times but was stopped by Cam.
"Stop, please."I yelled but my sentence cracked cause my ribs were burning. I trying to get up but cried. The second time I got up and pull them apart again but my mom was stopping me, holding me like I was getting arrested. Punches were thrown back and forth making me cry every time Cam was hit. He fell to the floor but got up just as quick and tackled Franke to the floor.
"Let me go."I pushed and elbowed my mom in the gut. She fell to the floor and held her stomach in pain. I looked at her in pain and dropped down on my knees put my hands on my mouth.
"Im so sorry mom, Im so sorry." I started panicking and felt myself shake.
"Astrid look I'm ok."She tried to reassure she was ok but winced and scrunched her face up. I felt my heart picking its pace up and soon felt my hands sweating. My chest was tightening by ever second and my breathes were short because it felt like someone was choking me. I closed my eyes and crawled to my bad in pain. I tried to get up but feel to the floor with a thud.
"Help. Stop. Shes having a panic attack."My mother yelled over all the punches and waved her hands but they wouldn't listen. She winced when she did it to fast making me worried I hurt her.
Its your fault you hurt her.
Your a monster.
Why are you even her daughter, daughters don't hurt their mother.
Your should die.
Die.Die.Die.DIe.DIe.Die.Die.Die.
I felt tears in the corner of my eyes but I couldn't wipe them away cause I was to weak. Black dots started to fill my eye sight making me cry even more. I'm going to die and nobody will care. My life will be replaced by a more worthy one and mine will just be left in the dirt. More black dots a paired in my view making me shake even harder.
Cam was all I could see. Everyone else was a blur. His face was bruised and bloody, his lip was busted and he had a black eye. It hurt me to see a beautiful boy like him get hurt, hes out of my league and I don't know what happen, I let him under my skin. Hes my knight in shining armor and my prince. With out him I have no place here.
I thought I had you figured out but I label you as to what my ego was saying, not my heart. Maybe its not about the happy ending, maybe it about the story. All my life I've learnt to live half alive but you came out of nowhere and light up the other half. When we first meet I didn't realize you would mean so much to me. I would have laughed if someone told me I had feelings for a boy and then say, I would never fall, now look at what I'm doing. I swore I would never fall again but I guess gravity though different. Your everything I need and more. I love him. I saw that he was perfect, so I loved him. But then I saw he wasn't perfect which made me love him more.
Hes no angel but hes no demon either.
I can see his halo, and I pray it wont fade away.
"I love you Cam."
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