The Way It Goes (S.M.)

17

Three days later

I find it ironic how a few nights ago I said everyone was happy and there was no worries but now I felt really bad. I woke up happy but then everywhere we'd go Andrew would tell someone and they would be like "oh my gosh congrats" and then they would ask me questions I really didn't know the answer too.

That only made me feel even less prepared. I have like 15 more weeks and I don't know anything.

I also got really home sick and started missing my mom. For some reason just her like yeah I miss my dad and Aaliyah but it was just extreme for my mom.

It's like whenever you have a fever or something the thing you crave most is your mom.

After last night's show my head started pounding. And it still hasn't stopped and today we have the flight back to LA at 7pm.

We we're arriving to the airport around like 3 because everyone wanted time to explore. And by everyone I mean just me Andrew Brian Connor and Josiah.  We always end up getting help up by fans to take pictures but not today.

Today I'm not in the mood.

We pulled up to the airport and there was a huge crowd in front of the doors and even in there.  Connor stepped out before me all slow.

"Hurry up Connor" I grumbled.

"Chillax Shawn we have 4 hours" Connor laughed.

"There is a ton of fans out here" he added.

"Yeah I don't really feel like pictures."

"Well we don't have security"

"I know I'm hoping they respect my wishes."

"OH MY GOSH SHAWN CAN WE TAKE A PICTURE PLEASE"

"CAN I HAVE A SELFIE"

"CAN YOU SIGN THIS SHIRT FOR ME SHAWN"

I put on my earphones while taking out my luggage from the back. I tossed on my hood and closed the trunk doors after Connor was done. Josiah was done a while ago and Andrew and Brian took a different car.

"Hey guys although we have a lot of time before our flight Shawn can't take any pictures or hang out today" Josiah said to the fans. 

"SHAWN PLEASE JUST ONE PICTURE"

"I WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS"

I always felt really bad when this happened.  We almost reached the doors but I felt someone grip my hand.

"Please Shawn stay we can help you feel better" a blonde haired girl said as I turned around.

All the fans turned and started cheering.

They all came closer either to hand me something or touch me or hand me a phone or something.

I looked around for Connor but I couldn't find him. Not even Josiah.

"Shawn sign this please"

I felt my breathing pick up.

"I got this for you Shawn"

It felt like everyone was just getting closer and closer

"It's only a selfie Shawn"

They scream louder and louder

"Please stay"

I still couldn't find Connor like if I was swallowed by a wave.

"Can we hang out"

"NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO PLEASE NO NO NO"  I said through breaths.

"Shawn calm down" Connor said as he  somehow appeared through the crowd.

"CAN EVERYONE PLEASE BACK UP" Connor yelled.

"Hey it's okay, let's just go inside the airport. We'll grab something to eat and wait"

I nodded my head "y-yeah"