Addicted Book 2 Love Made Me Do It [COMPLETED]

Chapter 16

{Angelique}

"Babe they're not here!" Brian yelled as I was upstairs applying a face mask.
"Well that's the last place you put them!" I yelled back.
"Ughhhhh!" He groaned. He lost this key right before work. I rolled my eyes and came down, picking them up from right where I said they were. I dropped them in his palm.
"I thought you meant the other countertop." He muttered. " I gotta go though, I'm late." He jetted out the door.
Brian was such a handful. So aggravating. So lazy and controlling sometimes. But that dick sure was a fucking bonus for all the trouble.
But then again, it gets tiring being use to  it every day. Sure he was good looking... but not Kyjuan's type of good looking. Sure he had dick game but not Kyjuan's dick game. Not his caring side, not his smile, not his eyes, not the softness of his hands, not the random caring acts, not the spoiling. My eyes began to sting. From being so damn stupid.
"Hey Mom?" Donna said from behind me. I was so deep in thought that I hadn't heard her come down stairs.
"Hm?" I replied.
"Are we still going shopping today?" She asked, one earbud out of her ear.
"I wish baby but I'm so exhausted." I said and began sorting through mail. There was a brief silence.
"Okay." She said quietly and went upstairs.
I hadn't noticed how many bills had piled up. There was also a paper that contained divorce papers that already had Kyjuan's signature printed on it. I sighed. There was a knock at the door. I flipped the paper over and answered. Oh great.
"Hey!" Mona said.
"Hi." I said flatly.
"Any idea where Kyjuan might be today? He's not answering his phone."
"If it's not Symphony's then I don't know." I replied.
"Oh right. I keep forgetting you two aren't together anymore. Thanks for the reference." She said and walked off. I rolled my eyes and shut the door. Bitch.
I went upstairs and ran a bath, pouring Epsom salt in it and making sure the water was steaming. I got undressed and sat in it, eyes closed. I felt my muscles relaxing. But I couldn't get my mind to relax.
Every time I shut my eyes, all I saw was him and his sexy body. I sighed loudly, looking around the room, then got a flash in my mind of pictures he'd taken.
I got out and dried my hands off. I looked in the drawer under the sink, which held photos of us that I had forgotten about. They were photos we had taken with a Polaroid camera. Photos of us standing naked and hugging and kissing on each other in the mirror after we'd just gotten out of the shower, some he'd taken of me, and some of him posing in front of me so I'd have something to do if i ever couldn't bare to be without him while he was at work. Under the photos was a little toy. I grabbed the photos of him naked, pictures of him in just boxers with that large bulge just protruding from them, and others similar and got back in the tub. I submerged the toy under the water and opened my legs, staring at the pictures.