Addicted Book 2 Love Made Me Do It [COMPLETED]

Chapter 8

{Symphony}

•2 months later•

"Mrs. Martin, have y--" My assistant started
"Yes." I tiredly interjected. It was time to clock out. I'd been working on designs and presenting for hours.
I sat at my desk and put my things in my purse and headed out of the building, checking with the lobby attendant. I went outside, feeling the humidity. I started my car and went home, and u swear the stoplights disliked me this evening.
"Hello!" I called when I walked in the door around 6:30pm
"Hey baby." Terrell, my fiance, called as he came from down the hallway. He gave me a kiss on the cheek. "How was work?"
"Tiring of course. How about you?" I asked, sitting my purse down as thunder rumbled outside.
"More corporate bullshit." He shrugged. "Mainly missing you though." he stood behind me and rubbed my shoulders. It felt great. "Come on, let's get you fed and ready for bed."He said and kissed my neck. I sighed. He wore grey Nike sweat pants and no shirt, exposing his bare fit chest, stomach and arms. I stared at his strong jawline, lined up facial hair, small afro, and chocolate skin.
He got me a shower ready and made a plate of leftovers while I was in and heated it up for me. He brought it in the room as I got dressed, and watched me as I dried off and dried my hair. I glanced at him. He smirked.
"Can I help you with something?" I chuckled.
"I don't know. Eat." He said, as I pulled on my clothes. I did as he kissed on my neck. I shut my eyes and sighed. Then squinted and shook my head, because the same thing had flashed through my head and it frightened me.
"I love you Symph, always." his voice echoed in my head. I shook my head.
"What's wrong babe?" Terrell asked.
"Oh nothing, just a headache." I said as there were footsteps in the hallway. My baby, Trenton.
"Need some medicine?" He asked.
"Oh, no it'll be fine." I said, turning the TV up and finishing my food. He took my plate out and I went out and talked to Trenton. I knocked on his room door.
"Yeah?" He said over thumping music and turned it down.
"Hey baby?" I called. He got off of his bed and opened the door.
"Hey Mom. What's up how was work?"
"Work was work. How was school?"
"School was school. Game tomorrow."
"Yeah? Well you'll definitely see Terrell and I there."
" Actually mom... about that? You would feel bad if I wanted you and Dad to go together.. would you?" He asked.
"I mean..I wouldn't but that's up to Mrs. Ang, you know."
" Yeah, yeah. It's just... fun having you both around."
"Oh I understand baby."
"Speaking of, do you mind if we go over to dad's right quick? I need to get some of the clothes I wanna wear tomorrow and next week." He said, eating a bite of a Subway sandwich.
"Yeah honey of course let's go." I said, walking back to the room and pulling sweat pants over my pajama shorts and a thin jacket over my for fitting tshirt and threw on some slides over my socks and put my hair in a messy bun. I grabbed my keys.
"Wait, you just got home where are you going?"
"Trenton needs to grab something from his dad's house." I said.
"Alright, don't take too long. I love you."
"Love you too honey." I said, feeling my skin buzz as I walked to the front door. I sighed and went out. Why was this happening to me? For the past month, I couldn't get my closest friend out my head. But I didn't think of friend things for the most part... other things.
Trenton was in the car already blasting his music on the speakers. I got in and started the car as he turned the music down.
"Hey Mom?" He said.
"Yeah?" I responded.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah why wouldn't I be?"
"I dont know. You just seem really daze offish lately." he said.
"I just think a lot sweetie, that's all." I chuckled.
We pulled into the driveway, and Trenton didn't even knock, just walked straight in. I sighed and rolled my eyes, and went in after him.
"There she is." Trenton said, hitching a thumb toward me. "I'm gonna go talk to Donna for a second."
"Alright." Kyjuan called as Trenton went upstairs. " Hey Symph, you okay?" He asked. I didn't realize how long I hadn't moved. I put my hands on my hips.
"Yeah I'm fine, how are you Kee?" I said as he brought me into a hug. His body felt so muscular and warm against me. My eyes rolled back but I threw on a smile quick enough as we both pulled away.
"Could be better but hey, it's life." He smirked and sat on the couch.
"Oh? What going on?"
"Nothing, I don't really wanna talk about it at the moment. How was work today?"
" Bullshit stupid and tiring." I rolled my eyes."Luckily you're off."
" Lucky lucky. Guess what?"
" What's up?"
" I got a management promotion." He smirked. My mouth gaped.
" Oh Kee, I'm so proud of you!" I said, hugging him tight. "You're amazing." I said, not realizing it.
"Why thank you." He looked down ant me and rubbed my back."But look," He pulled me by my shoulders. "I can tell when something is up, what's been on your mind?" He said as we sat next to each other.
"It's nothing really." I said. " Just day to day thinking."
"Yeah?" He squinted. I nodded. I admired his soft looking hair, his fit body, his big hazel-light brown eyes, his perfect smile, the flashbacks I couldn't get out of my head....
"Symphony?" he said. I snapped out of it.
"Yes, sorry?" I said quickly.
"Thinking again?"
"Yeah." I said slowly. He nodded.
"But I said what's up with the surprise visit?"
"Oh, Trenton said he had to get some clothes he wanted to wear for school, and I guess now he's up talking to Donna."
"Oh okay. Want a drink?" He asked, getting up.
"Sure." I said as he walked toward the kitchen. Geez his butt still looked great.
"Good, you seemed way too tense anyways." He said, getting out a wine bottle and pouring 2 glasses. He brought the bottle and glasses into the living room and handed me one. I grabbed it.
"Thanks." I smirked. We clanked them together and took a sip. "Oh wow this is delicious."
"Yeah. Armand de Brignac." He said. I had no idea what it meant, but it sounded so sexy when he said it.
"Hm." I said, taking another sip. Panting filled my mind again. Not regular panting, the panting of when we made love 18 years ago. I felt chills run through my body and I shook my head a bit. He downed his cup and sat it down.
"Girl, tell me what's going on with you." Kyjuan sighed.
"No it'll be weird." I said softly. I took another sip and sat the cup down. He put his hand on my knee.
"You're never weird when you talk about your feelings." He said. My heart beated faster just from him making physical contact with me. "Go on." He said.
"I've just... I don't know why but... old.. thoughts and--" I began.
"I feel you." He interrupted.
"What do you mean?" I squinted.
"I already knew." He said. My cheeks got hot. I looked away. "No need to get shy now." He chuckled.
" But Kyjuan... I'm engaged, you're married... it's not right."
"Correction: My marriage is almost over and you're with a chump that you have no idea if you really have feelings for." He yawned. I shrugged. "If anything I feel like the problem, you should let go of the past... I'm keeping you from getting ahead and doing better things."
" What if you're part of my better things?" I said quickly. He looked at me and put his hand on my chin and smirked.
"I'm nobody's." He said, plainly.
"Why do you say that? And why do you say your marriage is almost over I thought--"
"It's... a long story. Just wait." He said, giving me a look. I nodded. "I just.. I don't know Symph. Tired of the bullshit. And you know I love you, so much. Things are just... twisted right now."
"You got that right." I said, downing the rest of my wine and pouring another cup and drinking half of that. Flashes of us kissing passed through my head. I blinked hard and sighed.
"Looks pretty bad." He said.
"It is, trust me. It's torture." I sighed. He nodded.
"Torture, huh." He mumbled and poured more in his cup. My cheeks burned again and he smirked at me. Only Kyjuan. The front door opened.
"Hey you guys!" Angelique said, smiling and walking into the house.
"Hey girl." I said as she sat her bag on the kitchen counter. I looked at Kyjuan, wondering why he wasn't really being attentive.
"Babe. Hi." She said and waved her hand in front of his face. He slowly looked up.
"Sup Ang." He said and looked back down. I squinted slightly. Things weren't right. She sighed and went upstairs.
"Pretty happy and smiley to be coming home from all the full time double shifts this week but that's none of my business." He rolled his eyes and stared off into the distance. Oh no, was he saying...?
Trenton came downstairs with clothes in a bag.
"Got it." Trenton said, nodding toward Kyjuan and heading out to the car.
"Well. Your..girl is home and Trenton's got his stuff. Guess it's time to go." I sighed and stood.
"Let me walk you out." Kyjuan said nicely and walked behind me to the porch. "Give me a call sometime, yeah?"
"Y-yeah for sure." I nodded. He chuckled.
"It's gonna be okay Symph. Remember, I'll always be there." He winked with his hand on my shoulder. I drowned in his eyes.
"Yeah." I breathed. He smiled.
"I'll catch you later okay?" He said, licking his lips. Oh Jesus.
"Okay." I said, kinda shaky, and walked to the car. I got in and started the car. Trenton stared at me. "What boy?" I shouted.
"Nothing mom, nothing." He chuckled and got on his phone. I rolled my eyes and drove home. Flashes of his eyes, the way he smiled at me the way it felt feeling him make contact with me, everything. another part of me asked what the fuck was wrong with me.
"Hey babe there you are it's been an hour." Terrell said as I laid in bed.
"Yeah, Trent wanted to talk with his sister for a while." I said, snuggling in the cover. The blankets and cushions felt amazing on my body. He slid his hand on the side of my thigh.
"How'd that go?" He asked.
"It was nice." I said.
" I missed you." He mumbled and began kissing my neck.
"Aw I missed you too." I turned on my back and he kissed my cheek and rubbed on my inner thigh. "Mmm." I sighed.
"You smell so good." Kyjuan's voice said, as he stroked my cheek and moved hair from my face while rubbing my thigh.
I sighed due to more flashbacks of the first time of him and I did it, and Terrell took the sigh as a sigh of pleasure.
"Beautiful." His voice rang and echoed in my ears again.
Terrell pulled one of my straps on my bra down and unhooked it, then slowly pulled my bottoms off. He kissed my neck then over my clevage, and I kept seeing flashes of Kyjuan right between my legs, guiding my hand down his torso as he eyeballed me.
"You taste so good." His voice echoed, as I remembered how his tongue and lips felt on me, making me tingle and drip.
"Geez baby you're so wet." Terrell mumbled, sticking fingers inside of me. My eyes rolled back and I grabbed him closer to me.
"Wow you are tight. I wanna open it Symphony." Kyjuan's deep voice echoed.
" Ugh open it." I moaned. Terrell looked at me surprised and slid inside me. I clawed at his back. He started slow then began going faster and deeper, leaving both of us panting.
"You feel amazing." He echoed in my ear again. His low growls and the feel of his hair falling on my face sent chills up my body. He went deeper and deeper, his eyes rolling back then they made eye contact with mine. "Love.. I love you." his voice echoed again.
"I love you." I moaned.
"Love you too baby." Terrell groaned.
He went deeper and harder, the light brown shaded muscles in his arms and upper body flexing as he pulled me down on him.
I screamed.
"Feel good baby?" Terrell asked.
"Yes, please don't stop!" I moaned.
I saw him pumping repeatedly over me and giving me that look while panting.
"Oh God, Symph." his voice echoed and his mouth opened.
I screamed louder.
"Damn baby." Terrell mumbled.
"Oh God.. shit Symph!" his voice quivered.
"Don't stop!" I yelled.
He panted, holding it deep inside me and groaning as he came, then pressed his soft lips against mine.
Terrell groaned and pulled out, cumming on my stomach and panting. I opened my eyes. Holy shit, what have I done?