( let's just take a minute and admire this masterpiece)
Selena's pov
His lips! That was the only thing I could think of at that moment. They were all I had on my mind! I was literally glued to my spot at that moment, I couldn't move an inch. All I wanted to do was get lost in the moment, and I did just that! I didn't push him away, I didn't try to break out of his hold, I didn't try to break the kiss, nothing like that, but instead, I kissed back, I kissed him back.
I wrapped one of my hands behind his neck, pulling him closer and ran the other hand through his hair as we deepened the kiss. His hands automatically started roaming from my upper back to my lower back and butt while I moaned softly in response. He lightly licked my lower lips, asking for entrance, which I gladly accepted and granted him. His tongue did wonders inside my mouth and mine did the same.
I was honestly enjoying every single minute of that moment, but that was just until something got knocked into my goddamn head! I realized that it was so wrong, totally wrong, we were both in a relationship with two other people whom we loved and respected dearly. We were both committed to other people, so that kiss was totally wrong, it wasn't meant to happen.
I quickly pushed Trent off of me and took a few steps backwards, panting heavily as I tried to regain my breath.
"What's wrong?" He asked, completely out of breath as he came closer to me with the softest smile across his face.
Some way, he still managed to look cute in a situation like that! Yeah, I said it!
"This!" I replied, referring to our make out session a few minutes ago "This is wrong, Trent! It's totally wrong! We weren't supposed to do this at all" I responded.
"What do you mean it's wrong?" he asked "we both wanted it! And I'm sure that we both enjoyed every second, so what's the problem?" He added.
"I can't do this to Tyler!" I replied "as much as I did like it, I can't do this to him, he hasn't done anything wrong to deserve this from me!" I added, my voice cracking up a little bit.
Seriously, this whole thing was starting to make me go insane. My brain was literally about to explode. I had no idea what to do.
It is a fact that I love Trent, I love him so much that whatever he does to me, my feelings for him never change. But then again, there's Tyler, who i happened to be in a relationship with And who was there at the time I needed someone. Although things weren't really good between Tyler and I at that point, I was still committed to him. But things were slowly starting to fall out of place, at least for me.
The truth is, I can't control my heart, it's not my fault how I feel about a particular person. My feelings were not up to me, and I couldn't do anything to change a tiny bit about it. Which is the main reason why the problem keeps on getting bigger and bigger. Feelings and the heart can't be ruled, because if they actually could be ruled then nobody would be in such complicated love triangle. My problem was the same as Elsa's, she couldn't control her magic, and I couldn't control my feelings.
"Do you even know where your boyfriend is? or what he's doing? When was the last time he called you? When last did you guys talk to each other?" Trent asked, highlighting four great points at once. But whatever the case was, we were still wrong.
"Things might be terrible between us, but that doesn't mean that he deserves any of this! I don't want to be labeled as a cheat! I can't hurt his feelings just because I want to keep mine alive! Whatever the situation might be, We're still together! it's my job to try and make things work between us, not destroy and make things worse than they already are!" I responded, sobbing softly at that point.
