I swear to god I could see Trent sweating. And the air conditioner was on, it was even a bit too cold, but he was sweating so much. I just don't get what's so hard about a yes or no question.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Just answer me already?" I was panicking really hard as i tried my best to stay calm.
"Listen sel, please just calm down, okay? You need to relax"
"Relax?" I Asked out of disbelief "how can you tell me to relax when you have a hickey on your fucking neck?!" I was practically yelling at him at that moment. I just couldn't control myself anymore because Trent was just making things worse.
I didn't want to think of anything negative, but he wasn't even making an effort to defend himself. Just a simple NO would do the trick for me, but he was sweaty and his heartbeat was faster than normal, which showed nothing but signs of guilt and hypocrisy. If he would just be confident and defend himself, I would totally forget about it and let things go, but he wasn't even making an effort to do that, all he was doing was telling me to relax and calm down.
"Baby, it's not a hickey, I promise!" He said as he took my hands in his.
"Then what is it?"
He gulped, for the fifth time in just 2 minutes.
"I fell!" He blurted out, which made me let out a humorless chuckle. I didn't even realize when I laughed.
"You fell?" I Asked, to which he immediately nodded "on what? A stupid pregnant bitch with pouty lips?" I snapped, which made his mood change real quick. He went from guilty to angry real quick.
"Why do you keep dragging hilde's name into all of this? Why do you always have to be so insensitive?"
Wait, what?
"Are you serious right now?" I Asked "you come home with a hickey on your neck and now you're calling me insensitive just because I Asked you about it?"
This boy better be drunk.
"That's not the point, Selena! What I'm saying is that you're obsessed with Hildegarde. You're just being bitter because you're jealous of her. If you want to accuse me of cheating, that's fine, but you have absolutely no right to call hilde names!"
I didn't even realize when a tear slid down my face. I suddenly went off. I was hoping it was a dream, because I couldn't believe those words were coming out of Trent's mouth. I couldn't adjust to the fact that he looked straight into my eyes and called me bitter.
Also, he addressed me by my full name. My Baby never does that.
"Trent, did you just call me bitter because of your ex?" I Asked in a cracked voice.
"Yes! Because that's the vibe you're giving out. Ever since you found out she was pregnant, you've been acting so cruel and jealous towards everything that had to do with her name just because you think I'm fucking her behind your back!" He yelled back.
"What do you mean by that? You have a fucking hickey on your neck and now you're trying to play the victim?" I questioned "aren't you even ashamed of yourself? After cheating on me, you have the guts to look at me straight in the eyes and call me names?"
"I'm not cheating on you!" He defended.
"Then what's a fucking hickey doing on your goddamn neck when I didn't give it to you?!" I yelled out at the top of my lungs.
"Don't yell at me, Selena!" He said, which sounded like a warning.
"What do you expect me to do when my boyfriend comes home with a huge hickey and isn't even trying to defend himself when I ask?" I retorted "at least make an effort to defend yourself. Explain things to me. Tell me my assumptions are wrong" my voice was softer at this point as tears were starting to take over.
