Selena's POV
Laying flat on my bed, I stared at the mirrored ceiling while gently fidgeting with my fingers. My mind was full of different thoughts and my whole entire body was completely numb. I couldn't even tell what I was feeling at that moment, I didn't know if I was sad, mad, angry, stressed out or depressed, I just wasn't quite sure how or what to feel at that point, and it was definitely eating me up and making matters worse.
It hasn't even been two days since I last spoke to Tyler, and we already had our 7th fight in those days. I don't know why, but things were just getting worse by every passing day, and no matter how hard I tried to make it better between us, he makes it even more complicated, and honestly, that hurts me so much that I even think of giving things up at times.
"Selena!" I heard Perrie's voice yell, Making me jump out of my daydream. I totally forgot that she was paying me a little visit that day.
"Sorry! What were you talking about?"
"I was telling you about my new merch! But turns out I was just talking to myself the whole time!" She replied, sounding a bit frustrated.
"I'm sorry, I'm just.....a little bit sleepy!" I replied, faking a yawn in process so I could be as convincing as possible, but the look on perrie's face clearly showed that she wasn't having a single word I said.
"You're not buying that, innit?" I Asked, helplessly as I knew where that was going.
"Not even a little!" She responded, making me sigh out of defeat.
"Talk to me!" She said "what's bothering you?" She Asked, putting a hand on my shoulder.
"It's all about this Tyler drama!" I responded "I'm starting to get pressured now, I don't feel like I'm in a committed relationship with someone, It feels like I'm in some kind of arrangement! And I honestly feel like letting everything go! If all He does is make me cry, then I see no use of us being together!" I replied with a cracked voice, trying so hard to hold back my tears "I feel like he doesn't love me anymore!" I added, sobbing softly at that point.
"That's where you're wrong! I love you more that anything else in this world!" I heard a voice say, making me snap my head up immediately to that direction, and to say that I was surprised, was utterly an understatement!
"Tyler?" I asked, out of nothing but shock as I immediately ran towards him at the door while he just stood there, smiling at me with a small traveling bag in his hands.
I wasted no time in pulling him in for the tightest hug I could ever give to someone. I know I was supposed to be mad at him, but my excitement took over my anger and frustration at that moment, I was quite very happy to see him that day.
"How are you doing, princess?" He asked, right after he pecked my lips.
"I'm okay, I guess!" I replied "how have you been?"
"Pretty well, just missed you a lot!" He responded, smiling like a maniac.
"I can clearly see that!" I chucked, pointing towards his traveling bag.
"Okay, lovebirds! I'm gonna get going now!" Perrie Said, Making both Tyler and I laugh at her comment. I gave her a quick hug and said our byes to each other before she left, leaving Tyler and I alone.
