SELENA
"TRENT!"
That was the first thing that came out of my mouth.
The moment I opened my eyes, I felt a crazy bang in my head, the worst and most painful migraine I've ever had in my entire life. My whole body was weak and I could feel pain here and there, I wish there was a way to just make all of it vanish at once. It didn't take me long to realize that I was in a hospital, because I was wearing a blue hospital gown, I had a broken arm, bandages on a few spots on my body and there was a drip attached to my left wrist.
I don't really remember everything, but I remember some. And by some, I mean the worst part of it all. When Tyler pulled the trigger, when Trent pushed me out of the way and took the bullet for me. That dreadful image of him laying in a pool of blood was constantly replaying inside my head. Its....its making me go insane. It's making my migraine get worse. It's making the pain get worse. I didn't even realize when I let out an earsplitting scream.
"TREEEEEEENT!" I yelled as I attempted to get out of the bed, but the tubes attached to me and the pain that shot through my body made that impossible.
A petite curvy nurse rushed into the room immediately, making it seem like she adhered to my screams.
"Miss Williams, please calm down" said the nurse as she held me down on the bed, making sure I couldn't move an inch.
"Where is Trent?" I Asked weakly.
"Trent Alexander Arnold?"
"Yes. Where is he? Is he okay?"
"He's Fine" she spoke.
"Can I see him?"
"No"
"But I want to see him. Please let me see him. Please!"
She shook her head "I'm sorry ma'am but no one is allowed in the ICU, and besides, you're not in a state to leave your bed"
ICU?
"Why is he in the ICU?" I Asked in a Shaky voice.
"His condition is pretty critical, but he's much better compared to the day he was brought here"
A tear slid down my face.
"But he'll be okay, right?" I Asked, with a glimmer of hope in my eyes, sadly I couldn't see the same in the nurse's blue eyes.
"Let's just hope for the best" was all she said before leaving the room.
The moment the door closed, I bursted into tears. The pain I was feeling just got worse, both internally and externally. I can't even imagine what my life would be without him by my side, he's my whole heart, my purpose of living, he....he makes me feel complete. I know he's only in this condition because of me, and honestly, I don't think I'd ever find it easy to forgive myself if anything happens to him. It's hurts so much realizing I'm the cause of everything, I'm devoured by an agonizing pain which I'm not sure will go away anytime soon, not until I'm fully convinced that the love of my life is okay.
I cried and cried until I started to get short of breath and eventually ended up drifting into a deep sleep. I won't say the sleep helped that much but it did get rid of my migraine. I can now fully open eyes and the pain in my chest seemed to have reduced by about 60% too. Long story short, externally, I feel much better, but internally, it looked like a giant bowling ball wrecked all my my organs. The tears automatically stopped rolling down my face, because they migrated to my heart. I could feel them dropping right on my intestine.
