Selena's pov
"T-Tyler?" I managed to let out as I stated at my ex-boyfriend in nothing but shock.
"Hi baby! It's been a long time" he replied, emphasising the long a little bit with a smile on his face.
At that point, I had no idea what I was feeling. I was shocked, surprised and frightened at the same time. I literally just froze as I had no idea what to do. So many questions were flowing through my head as I stared at Tyler in confusion. What was he doing in England? How did he find me? Was he stalking me? What did he want?
All of those questions were starting to make me restless as I kept on feeling like he was just there to hurt me again.
"What are you doing here? And how dare you grip onto my arm like this?" I asked, out of frustration as I yanked my arm out of his hold.
"Listen! I know you're mad at me, and you have every right to be, but please just listen to me for a second" he said, making me look at him in confusion.
"I'm really really sorry about what happened between us, I'm sorry for leaving you when you needed me the most, I'm sorry for being a pervert. I know you expected a lot more from me but instead, I let you down. And I promise I regret doing that more than anything. I miss having you around all the time. I miss having to call you mine" he said. At that point, I had absolutely no idea what to say to him.
"Really? The word 'sorry' isn't going to change anything, Tyler. It won't make me forget what happened between us. You know just how much I loved you but you used that as an advantage and hurt me instead. I made a fool out of myself, in front of everyone" I said, struggling to hold back my tears.
"I'm sorry! I know I've hurt you badly, but just give me one last chance to make things right between us. I've been looking for you non-stop ever since you left new york. The only thing I want right now is to have you back. I know we can make it work this time" he said and cupped my face with his palms, bringing his face closer to mine.
Again, I started feeling restless. I didn't know what to do or say, I could not even move. I was just lost in his blue eyes. A part of me wanted to agree with Tyler, but then another part was telling me not to. I didn't want to get hurt again and again by repeating the same mistake. Giving second chances has always been a way of me getting hurt, even more than the first Time. So I wasn't quite sure what I wanted to do.
"I don't know! I don't want to hurt myself again. You might just end up leaving me like you did the first time!"
"I promise I won't! I'm not the same Tyler anymore. I've changed and I know you're gonna like the new person I am now" he said, making me look down for a little while so I could think of what to say.
"What do you say? Do you wanna give it one more shot?" He asked with a soft smile on his face as he stared deeply into my eyes.
"I don't know if I want too at this point! I need some time to think about it" I replied, with all honesty.
"Okay! I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes, just as long as I'll get you back. Give me a call or text me when you've made up your mind" he said.
"I don't have your number!"
"It's okay then, we can just meet up at starbucks or something tomorrow night, if that's okay with you" he suggested.
