chapter 5

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Note: I figured out that I didn't tell y'all who Laura is played by. That's because I didn't make up my mind back then, but now I did, she'll be played by Ariel winter.

Trent's pov

She was right right there, the girl I've been dying to see for as long as forever, the girl I've been missing for over six months, the girl who owns the key to my happiness, the girl who taught me the real meaning of love, the girl who makes me smile, the girl who's insane beauty I could never learn to get used to. She was right in front of me and I didn't have a chance of speaking to her.

I was in a state of shock at that moment, I just couldn't believe that she came, my eyes couldn't believe that it was really her.
For the past six months, nothing was heard about her, she literally disappeared and not even a single photo of her was gotten. I was terribly broken at that point because I just couldn't stop thinking about her, I knew she left because of me and I would never be able to forgive myself if anything was to happen to her.

I Felt the need to just walk over there and give Selena one long lasting hug, but my heart told me that this wasn't the right time. And not Just for that reason, but also because of the guilt I had inside of me. after everything I did to her, I just didn't have enough confidence or strength to face her, I literally wouldn't even know what to say, my apology would Not matter because I knew that I had no reason to do that to her.

"Isn't this sweet!" Laura nudged me with a smile on her face as she was looking at Selena and Perrie's reunion.

"yeah! It's Amazing" I smiled at her, Trying to make it look like everything was okay.

I didn't tell Laura anything about my relationship with Selena, mainly because I wasn't stable enough to explain that to her back then. And I still don't plan on telling her anytime soon because she might think that I do not love her anymore, and honestly speaking, compared to Selena, I really don't, but I didn't want her to know that. She's been there for me when I really needed someone, and the last thing I'd ever want to do is to break her heart in such a terrible way.

"just a minute babe, I need to use the bathroom" Laura said and excused herself, I simply nodded my head before she disappeared, heading towards the toilets.

And of course, after she left, my attention went back to Selena. She looked totally different from what she did a few months ago, but in a really good way. Her hair was much longer than it was before, she got taller, fairer and even fitter than before. At that point, I was mental slapping myself, I just couldn't believe that I let go off someone like her, I just couldn't remember what got into me at that point.

"you okay bro?" I heard Roberto's voice say from behind me.

"not really" I sighed, being completely honest with him.

"do you wanna talk about it?" he offered and I nodded eagerly before we started making our way towards a bench that was near the exit of the hall. I don't even know exactly why I did that, but I did know that I needed to let it out of my system. Plus, Roberto was like the perfect person to speak to since it seemed like he was always ready to help me with something.

"You know, It's better to just go over there and say hi to her or something, you can't just sit here and keep staring at her like that!" he said, after about 5 minutes.

"I know, and I really want to do that, but now isn't the right time, I mean, what would I say to her? And even if I did have something to say, you and I both know that she wouldn't even listen to me because this isn't the first time I've done something like that to her" I said and sighed afterwards.

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