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Levi Rivalle[ANGST]

M-F: Ok so, The chapter that was supposed to be published before this was deleted along with the other 9 and I'm re-writing some that I remember.

AP: We don't own any of the characters, aside from Zen ofcourse.

Zen: Aww, Someone is finally claiming me~

AP: Shut up and go back to thinking abou--

M-F: All right that's enough. On with the crappy chappy~

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Sobs wracked through his body. His hands pulled at his hair as his legs curled into his chest. His eyelids were shut tightly but tears continuosly fell out in an endless stream. His teeth clenched as he tried to stop himself from crying.

(E/c) eyes shone in happiness as it stared into his own. Full and pink lips pulled up into a grin as the corner of his eyes wrinkled.

His eyelids shot up as memories flooded into his mind. The pull on his hair ceased. His body froze. Tears built up once again in his eyes and he bit his lip.

(H/c) hair ruffled in the wind as the male stood in the open field. He breathed in and out, the scent of nature calming him. His ears twitched as he heard footsteps and he turned to see steel grey eyes and shiny black hair. He smiled.

The crying man sighed and tried to calm himself as sobs wracked through his body once again. He ran his hand through his black hair and sighed before getting out of bed and taking a bath.

He removed his clothes and looked in the mirror. Puffy Bloodshot eyes with tear streaks down his cheeks. Bleeding lips with teeth marks. Ruffled black hair. He looked like a mess. He sighed and enetered the shower, choosing to use warm water instead of the usual cold. He closed his eyes in relaxation as water cascaded down his body.

"Hey Levi!", The (H/c)-haired male chirped.

Bloodshot grey eyes opened instantly at the sound that echoed in his mind. He looked around in shock before sighing and leaning his head against the bathroom wall.

'He's dead.... get over it...', He thought and sighed. He reached over to the sink to grab the shampoo and rubbed it on his scalp.

Finishing his shower in a few minutes, He walked out in only a towel. Grabbing another from the sink, he dried his hair while walking to his closet.

As he was about to wear his jacket, a knock was heard from his door.

"State your name and business.", Came his reply. His voice was hoarse from lack of use.

The person came in and closed the door behind them. They smiled at him sadly.

"Hey Levi...", They croaked hoarsly. Forcing themsleves to speak.

"Zen...", Levi muttered in acknowledgememt whilst grabbing his cravat from his desk.

"How are you holding up?", Zen asked him. His eyes were now a dull yellow and had a red tint, not like his usual shining gold. His albino hair was more ruffled than usual. His skin had paled a few tones and dark circles appeared under his eyes.

"Take a guess.", Levi murmured closing his eyes and sighing. Trying to keep his tears from falling but failing as he sees (E/c) eyes stare at him from under his eyelids.

Zen smiled at him crookedly and pulled the shorter into a hug. He buried his face into Levi's black hair. Sobs escaped him as he tightened his hold on the other.

Levi reciprocated the hug and buried his face into Zen's chest.

"It's not fair.... I just got him back.... and now he's really gone...", He cried. His tears soaking Zen's shirt.

"It never is...", Zen muttered into the ebony black hair as tears fell from his own eyes.

They spent moments hugging and basking in each others comfort until they had to go to the Dining hall for breakfast. They were greeted by Hanji and Erwin with looks of sympathy and pats on the back.

"We should visit him later.", Zen says looking at his small group of friends whilst eating. He got nods as answers.

Zen finished first and was followed by Levi. They headed to the stables and tended to their horses.

Levi sighed and carressed his stallion's mane. Zen walked to his side and petted the black stallion.

"You know..... (M/n) used to speak french only to me. He said someone taught him how to speak a different language. I never thought it was someone like you.", Zen told Levi as he petted the stallion tenderly.

"I never spoke that language around others.... He only knew about it because he heard it from me accidentally....", Levi says as he stops and looks at Zen.

Zen chuckles and looks back at Levi. He smiled at the latter and says, "We found books from an old cabin a few years after I found (M/n). The books were about different languages that only the both of us can speak. We burnt those books and burried it's ashes somewhere.",

Levi huffed and hauled himself up his horse.

"I'll go on ahead, wait for Shitty-glasses and Eyebrows.", He said before snapping the reigns of his horse and darting away from the albino-haired man.

"Will do, Shorty!", Zen shouted at him as he disappeared from eyesight.

Levi sighed. The wind calming him as it ran through his hair. His eyes narrowed as dudt threatened to enter from his eyelashes. He inhaled deeply and sighed through his nose.

He was heading to where his heart had broken to pieces. To where his life had become almost meaningless to the point it was pointless to actually breathe a single breath. To where his first and last love had been buried.

Once he had reached it, A tombstone was seen on top of a hill. Surrounding the tombstone were flowers. (M/n)'s favourite flowers. They danced as the wind blew. Levi reached the tomb and stared at it dully. A picture was placed next to the tombstone as well as a few letters and candles. The picture was of (M/n) when he had just joined the Survey Corps. He was smiling brightly as he stretched his arms out, showing his green cape with the Wings of Freedom.

Levi bit his lower lip as it quivered. Then He fell on his knees, tears silently falling down his cheeks as he shakily grabbed the picture. He hugged the picture and sobs escaped his lips. The wind blew and he felt a cold embrace on his midsection. He heard a soft voice in the wind.

"Live on... for me..", It whispered to his ear and it left him hugging the picture tighter.

"I will, (M/n)..... and I will kill every single one of them..... watch me.... please...", He muttered and looked up the sky, tears still falling.

He pursed his lips and placed the frame back to its place. He wiped his cheeks and sat down beside the tomb.

"I will....",

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M-F: I suck at writing angst >w<, I'm sorry.

Zen: Why'd you make me cry? The reader needed to be alive ;-;

M-F: Boredom? I literally write based on my mood. So if I feel angsty, then I write angst. If I'm bored, I write smut .-.

AP: Again, We don't own any of the characters. Zen, stop being a baby.

Zen: No! ;A;, I can't believe you guys.

Word Count: 1243 words