This Feeling

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It's been almost a month those three guys became my best friend. Taehyung, namjoon and Jin always act like a brother to me and I loved that feeling. They always make me happy. Especially Jin. He's so nice, he always stay by my side, he cooks me food and bring it to school for lunch and he always tell me those dad jokes that I love.

I think I'm developing feelings for Jin. It's feels like it's wrong and I don't know what to do. Maybe it's better to tell Jin what i feel before it's too late.

*Time Skip(school) *

"y/n let's eat together tomorrow ok?", jisoo unnie said. I nodded at her and smiled. Then I head to my class.

I was busy listening to the teacher but suddenly I heard someone calling my name in whisper. I looked at who was whispering. I turned around with an annoyed face. And I saw Jin that annoyed face suddenly changed into a happy face.

"yahh sit here with me", Jin said then he patted the empty sit beside him. I blushed... I looked down and just nodded before I moved.

Me and Jin are now sitting together. I don't know why but I feel nervous when I'm around him. My heart beat is faster whenever I'm with him.

"yahh you okay? You're not talking to me", Jin asked I just nodded and I decided to not look at him because I'll just blush real hard. God I guess I really like him.

"ohh join us tomorrow on lunch kay?", I nodded at what Jin said.

*Time skip(house)*

I was already lying on my bed. I just realized that I forgot to tell jin about my feelings.

So I decided to call him.
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Jin:
Hello? Who's this?
How did you get my
number?

                                            Y/n:
                               Haha oppa it's me
                                 y/n...uhm I was
                               thinking can we
                               meet...like now

Jin:
Oh ok do you want me
bring teahyung and
namjoon?

                                           Y/n:
                                No dont just us...
                                  please

Jin:
OK since it's still not
midnight let's meet
At the ice-cream
house
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I immediately hanged up and got ready.

*Time Skip(ice cream house)*

I was standing outside. When I looked at the inside and I already saw Jin sitting waiting for me.Tonight is the time I'm going to say to jin what I feel about him.

Immediately felt nervous. I wanted to turn around but it will look like I just wasted his time. So... There's no turning back.

I entered the building and jin immediately saw me. He smiled at me while I was heading towards him and I smiled back.

"heyy uhm sorry to disturb your night", I said to jin.

"no, no its okay... It's fine", jin denied and I smiled then I sat down.

"so... What is it that you want to say?", jin asked to me. I suddenly felt nervous.

"well uhmm... I want to tell you something.", I answered. Being obvious that I am nervous.

"hey you okay?", jin tilted his head a little closer to my face. I blushed and turned away.

"u-uhm yes I'm okay... I'm just nervous", I said. I want to face-palm myself after stuttering. He chuckled at my behavior.

"it's okay you can tell me ANYTHING", he smiled at me. I nodded. I looked down.

"uhm jin...i...i think I-I like yo-you...", I covered my face. I took a peek between my hands and I saw jin with widen eyes.

"y/n... I didn't know you felt this about me...", jin said with a worried tone.

"I know and I didn't expect myself to feel this also.", I heard jin sighed. He held my hands and took it off my face. He liftef my face up and stared into my eyes.

"I'm sorry y/n not me please... Liking or loving me is wrong. I swear. Please just find another guy that fits for you.", jin said.

"bu-but I can't!."i said. He smiled at me.

" sorry it's a forbidden love. ", he said. Then he left.

What does he mean? Forbidden love but... He's my friend why would it be like that? It's so confusing. What he said hurts so bad.

I rushed to home and when I got their. I opened the door seeing jimin waiting for me.

" jimin why are you sti-" I was bout to finish my sentence but jimin spoke up immediately.

"where were you?!!", he said with a loud voice. But not too loud for the others sleeping to hear.

"I'm sorry I had to talk to someone". I said then I looked down. Jimin sighed.

"God you made me worried", he said then he stroked his hair. He lifted my face up. I saw him with worried face.

"sorry...", he then hugged me. I hugged him back. I pulled away from the hug and smiled at him. I then head to my room.

I understand why jimin got mad at me. He was just worried. Plus he likes me so yeah he'll be overreacting.

I drifted to sleep because I don't want to think about what jin said to me.

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