I woke up hearing a loud noise, I jumped up and ran out to the hallway seeing these boys beat on all the doors. They were probably about 13-14 so I just let them have their fun while it lasted and walked down the hall.
I noticed a painting on the wall and it reminded me of home, it's details were perfect It reminded me of the times when everything was how it was supposed to be, but that's the past.
I walked back into the room and decided I should check my social media. I got on vine first and I saw one of Cameron Dallas and Nash Griers vines, I smiled at how Cameron and Nash were able to be them selves and not care about what people say.
I thought for a minute and decided I should get me some Cali clothes, so I changed into some skinny jeans with a strapless flowy top and some high top white converse. I finished my makeup and grabbed my keys.
I decided to text my Bestfriend Jade, she was the only person who understood me. She was beautiful. She could be a model if she wanted to, she has dark tan skin with these beautiful greenish blue eyes, and long dark brown hair.
From me: Cali is so beautiful😍, wish you could've came.
From Jade💓: Still kinda jealous because you have magcon tickets and passes to meet the boys.😒
From Me: I'll send you videos and pictures I promise.😂
I ran down to the lobby and got in my car and decided to go to the mall. After about 15 minutes of looking at maps and trying to figure out where it all was I finally got there.
"Wow this mall is beautiful I thought, way better than the one back at home." I was excited as I walked in looking around seeing all these beautiful shops and different faces.
I found Aero and saw the Bethany Mota perfume, it smelt so amazing and everything about it was just perfect. I walked around to some other stores and bought some really nice clothes.
I decided I should get some really nice clothes for when I meet the boys! I got a black crop top with thin straps and a lace over lay, with some white skinny jeans and some cute sandals. After, I just got some cute little accessories and made my way out of the store.
I drove to Taco Bell because At this point I haven't eaten all day and I was starving, I walked in and I saw this really cute boy. He had Black hair with deep green eyes and tan skin, he stood right behind me in line. I felt a hard tap on my shoulder.
"Ow!", I rubbed my shoulder and turned around. His eyes staring right into mine.
"You skipped me". He snorted and gave me a dirty look.
I looked at him for a second confused, "oh um im sorry I didn't mean to". He gave me a weird look and walked away.
I thought to my self, "Well you're not as cute as I thought you were." I than ordered and ate my food. After I finished eating I got up and threw my trash away and walked out to my car.
I checked my phone and saw that Nicole had texted me 5 times and Called me 3 times. I just put my phone down and drove back to the hotel.
I walked in the room and Nicole looked mad, "where have you been! I kept calling you and you didn't answer!" I heard her say, as her face got even more red.
"I just went out to buy some new clothes for when I meet the boys." I said quietly.
"I really don't care what you were doing Jen! Well next time you should tell somebody before you run off!" She walked away and slammed the door.
I walked back into my room, Nicole had never really yelled at me before. I felt my face become really hot and I felt tears forming up.
I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself, I wasn't happy with what I saw in the mirror. A girl who was shy, quiet and in the back ground. I felt tears falling down my face.
"It's okay, remember mom said to think about the positives not the negatives, and that its okay to cry when you need to." I smiled and remember how she always knew how to make things better, I wiped away my tears and sat down.
It was about 7:00 pm now and I still haven't heard anything from Nicole, right as I thought that I heard my door nob jingle and I saw her walk in.
She looked me in the eyes and said, "Hey Jen, I'm sorry about earlier I was just really worried."
I looked at her and said, "It's fine, I understand why you were worried. I'm just gonna take a shower and go to bed."
"Goodnight Jen, love you." she hugged me than walked out of my room.
I took a long hot shower thinking about all the things that have happened throughout the years. I smiled and remembered all of the good memories I had with Jade in the summer. The feeling you get when your skin touches the water, having beachy hair, feeling the sand against your feet, getting tan, and especially the cute boys.
I got into some comfy pjs and layed down in bed. I looked at the ceiling, my vision getting blurrier and blurrier until i had fallen asleep, dreaming about all the exciting and new things I've done that made me happy.
