I woke up with cheesiest grin on my face, all those moments replaying over and over in my mind.
"Why was I so lucky?" I'm just a normal girl, same as anybody else. It all still felt like a never ending dream, but this dream I didn't wanna wake up from.
The boy who I used to obsess over and freak out about is now my boyfriend. So many great things are happening, but that takes me back to the fact that I lost my bestfriend. Why is that when I'm happy something has to come and take it away?
I shook off the feeling and looked through all the pictures I took with Nicole. She doesn't feel like she's gone, it feels like she's here but hiding. It hurt to know she didn't know the boys like I know them.
I could see Jade slowly creeping into my room with a big smirk plastered across her face. I giggled some at how ridiculous she looked and sat up some.
"What's that look for?" I smiled.
"Cameron invited us to a party at his house, so we're going." She grabbed my hand and brought me to the bathroom.
"Put on some clothes and we're leaving to buy you an outfit for a party." She winked and grabbed me as I threw on some shoes and a different pair of shorts.
We arrived at a very nice dress shop, it looked expensive. I walked in and saw many different styles of dresses and different colors before me. Jade grabbed me and ran to different racks of dresses and made me try on atleast 15 different kinds. I saw a black dress that came a little above my knee. I quickly tried it on and looked at my self in the mirror.
The dress completed my curves nicely and fit me perfectly. I walked outside doing my "model walk" for Jade as she pretended to take photos. I removed my dress quickly and put it on the front counter while Jade grabbed me some black heels. We walked out and drove back to our Hotel. I looked at the clock and saw it was 5:30 and the party started at 6:30.
Jade grabbed her outfit from a bag and went to go put it on. I slipped the dress over my head and went to get the shoes. Jade walked out and she looked stunning, the dress was a light red that came above her knee and a sweetheart neck line, it complimented her figure very nicely. I squealed some "you look so good!" She smiled and grabbed her shoes.
I walked into the bathroom and did some very nice curls and a light smokey eye. I sprayed a light layer of hairspray over my hair to keep it in place and walked out into the living room. Jade smiled and complimented me than we drove down to Cameron's house.
We arrived and I heard blaring music with loads of people and cars everywhere. How was I gonna find Cameron in this clutter of people? Right as we walked in I lost Jade in the huge crowd of people. I saw a dark haired boy walking up to me and realized it was Cameron, he hugged me and kissed my cheek then walked me over back to him and his friends.
He bent down and whispered, "you look gorgeous." I blushed some and thanked him.
I saw Nash with Matthew and a few other people, I ran over and hugged them as they complimented me. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Matthew keep staring at me. Some guy came and excused Cameron from the group as I walked over to the kitchen to get a drink.
I saw Matthew follow me in and smile shyly.
"You look really pretty." He said shyly.
"Thanks Matt." I smiled and grabbed some water, atleast what I thought was water.
Right as I took I sip I felt the burning sensation slither down my throat as goose bumps overcame my skin. I quickly grabbed a coke and tried to shake the terrible taste out of my mouth. I'm pretty sure I just drunk alcohol and I hated it.
"Can I talk to you?" Matthew asked as he blushed some.
"Sure, what's wrong?"
"Well um..I kinda have a crush on you..it's just I always have fun with you and you're amazing. It makes me happy when I see you with a smile on your face. He turned bright red.
I choked on my own words, "w-what?"
"I'm s-sorry, bye." He quickly walked off.
I tried to go after him but lost him immediately in the crowd of drunken teenagers. I could smell the alcohol and feel the ground beneath me vibrate. I called out his name but got disgusted glares from some people, I couldn't seem to find him. I had to talk to Matthew, I just got in a relationship with Cameron and now Matthew's saying he has a crush on me. Why didn't he tell me before? Why did he have to do it now? I silently screamed to myself.
I need another drink.
