I woke up to the soft sounds of rain hitting against the roof and creating a pattern with every drop that fell.
I turned to see the spot next to me was empty and cold, I looked around the room to see if anybody was in here but he was gone. I started to panic some because I started getting sharp pains in my stomach and wrist.
The pain got to the point where I just wanted to scream, I felt the hot tears release and stream down my face. I didn't know how long this pain would last but I just wanted it to stop.
I heard a light thud from the hall way and the door to the bedroom was opening quietly, I guess he thought I was still asleep. I looked in his direction and hid the quiet whimpers that were threatening to escape.
My whole body felt like it was getting stabbed with something, I knew that it would be painful I just didn't think it would be like this. I looked around the night stand to see if my medication was there but it wasn't.
I saw Cameron making his way over to me with worry in his eyes as he sat down and pulled me closer to him.
"What's wrong? You're crying, what happened?"
"It all hurts, a lot. I didn't think it would be this painful." I cried out.
"It's gonna be okay I promise, I'll go get you your medication and a glass of water." He said while rushing out of the room.
After a minute or so he came stumbling through the door with my pills and a glass of water. He handed them to me and sat down on the edge of the bed. I swallowed the pills and handed him the water while thanking him as I sat up. I was happy to say that a lot of the pain stopped instantly but not all.
He layed down next to me and rubbed small circles into my lower back as we just lay there in silence. It was soothing and made me feel more comfortable. I turned to face him and looked at him. No words were said just the sounds of us breathing were scattered all trough the room.
Why couldn't moments like this last forever?
I was lost in thought until I felt the bed dip down at the bottom as I froze while wondering what it is. Right as I was moving I saw a huge dog leap onto Cameron. I was relieved to see that It was just a dog and not a person.
I was scared that maybe the dog would jump on and me and hurt me but he didn't, he was actually quite calm. I sighed in relief and scratched just behind his ear and felt a sloppy puppy kiss placed on to my face. I laughed quietly and went back into what I was thinking about.
I just wanted these little moments like this to last forever, I'm afraid one day I'll just forget them and act like they never happened. Moments like this I want to treasure forever, I wanna remember every little detail that happens and every word said.
I would hear Cameron whisper quietly to him self as he looked at the tv. Most of the time I hear him whispering things to him self, I always wonder what he's saying but I knew I probably wouldn't ever find out, or he'd just say it was nothing.
I knew it wasn't just nothing.
