Jade's Pov:
It was hard to see my bestfriend in this way. I always tried to hide the tears that managed to escape every once in a while.
Cameron would just sit there and stare for hours, I thought he was maybe in shock. This all felt like some sort of dream, I just wanted to wake up.
Jen hardly talked but every couple a days she would have a conversation or 2 with me. She always stared at Matthew, he never looked back at her.
Something was different with Matthew I couldn't put my finger on it but all I knew was that Jen knew also.
I couldn't loose another person in my life that meant a lot to me.
The cuts and gashes Jen had along her body scared me, I never knew if she'd be okay again. She was still as beautiful as ever, her golden hair was pulled behind her ears and she looked like the old Jen I used to see everyday.
I wished it was me in that car accident not her, I would take a bullet for her. We had known eachother ever since 6th grade and here we are now age 19 and still close.
Her family was practically mine, I love them like I was their's. I remember those nights me and Jen would stay up till 4am and laugh endlessly about everything.
Those memories always made me smile or make my day better. I wanted to create so many more memories with her and here her laugh once more.
Every little secret we had was never really a secret between us. We had always obsessed over all these boy bands and cute boys we saw. The memory made me laugh slightly.
Those memories will always be treasured in my mind no matter what happens. She's like my other half and I couldn't ask for anybody else.
Some nights Jen's body would shake violently and a nurse would have to stableize her. I cried every second her body trembled, it was terrifying to know I couldn't help her at all.
All I could do was watch.
a/n: sorry this is short but I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while! I've been Sooo busy lately!😒
