I felt a yank on my blanket as I opened my eyes, the sun blinding me.
I saw Jades face, she was smiling and all done up. "What are you so dressed up for?"
She laughed a little. "Were gonna do something with the boys, so you should probably start getting ready."
I was kinda shocked for a second because I just needed a day to myself but I just went along with it. I took a quick shower washing my hair and using my favorite body wash. I blowdried my hair and straightened it letting my bangs swoop to the side.
I quickly threw on some makeup and went to my closet pulling on some dark jeans, combat boots, and a cute sweater. It was a little colder today than usual so I was excited to finally wear some fall clothes.
I looked in the mirror and was happy with what I had done. I didn't feel like I usually do, not a sick feeling more like a depressed feeling. I wasn't gonna say anything about it so I just brushed it off, Jade seemed happy so I wasn't gonna ruin that for her.
We were heading to meet up with the boys so we could ride in one big car together to the fair that was about 45 minutes away. We arrived at Nash's apartment, I could see Matthew, Nash, and Cameron all waiting for us. They ran up to the car as we pulled in, they seemed excited.
I felt so unhappy, my heart hurting. I just wanted someone to comfort me, my whole life has flashed before my eyes in the last 2 days.
I saw Matthew running straight at me "Jen!" I fell to the ground with Matthew bent over laughing. "S-Sorry I was trying to hug you." I heard between laughs. He helped me up and hugged me. I laughed a little brushing off my self.
Nash ran up and pulled me into a hug, as he played with my hair I heard Cameron's voice.
"Don't I get a hug?" I walked over and hugged him, my feet not touching the ground anymore.
The big machines and bright lights appearing closer as we pulled up. I didn't wanna say anything about how afraid I am of these huge rides and the heights.
We arrived, I saw many faces and many lights shining off the figures I saw before me. Fear came over me as I saw how big these rides were, my heart sank into my stomach. I just smiled even harder hoping nobody could see the fear in my eyes.
Jade grabbed my hand and ran to a huge ride called the screamer, my eyes looking up and down this machine. We were next in line, my stomach in knots as we slowly took our seats. I could see The boys watching us as we got situated.
The man strapped us in and started giving directions on what to do until I heard "3,2,1" and then we were off. I squeezed my eyes close as tight as they've ever been before, I could feel the ride flip over as we went on so many twists and turns.
The ride came to a stop, my head spinning. Jade grabbed my hands and pulled me off the ride and pulled me over to a food stand, we ordered and sat down. I stared at my food to nauseated to eat, I could see Nash, Cameron, and Matthew walking over here.
I quickly put a smile on my face trying to cover the sickness I felt, Matthew sat next to me and Cameron in front of me.
They were all done eating and it had gotten dark quickly, Cameron grabbed my hand and pulled me in to the line for the Ferris wheel.
I heard a couple of girls squeal behind me saying "oh my god that's Cameron Dallas".
I still realized me and Cameron were holding hands, I tried to let go but he held on tighter. I turned to see that the girls were staring at me with a weird expression.
"Aren't you that girl who's friend died or something". I heard a girl say with a snotty attitude. I tensed up some hoping they would just walk away. They kept on taking pictures of Cameron until one girl knocked me down, I felt anger overcome myself.
"Oops, should've watched where you were going slut." She said to me with a little laugh.
I felt tears of anger start forming. "Aw, is the little baby going to cry". I could feel my self start to cry even harder, more emotion than anger. I got up quickly looking at Cameron, he didn't hear or see anything she just did. My heart dropped as I heard him laugh and smile at the other girls, my heart beating out of my chest.
Cameron looked to me with a strange expression than pushed the girls to
The side.
Cameron Pov:
I saw Jen crying, her face tear stained and her eyes red. I shooed the girls away and walked over to Jen.
"what's wrong?"
"Did you not see or hear any of that!" Hear eyes still puffy and her hands twitching around.
"What did they do?"
My eyes drooped down to the ground as I heard what had happened, I grabbed her small fragile hands and pulled her into a hug. Her weak body trembling as we got into our seats on the Ferris Wheel.
I could tell all day she was scared, I just didn't wanna let her know that. I rubbed her back as the Ferris wheel kept bringing us up and up. She scooted closer to me and cuddled up into my chest, my eyes met hers. Her eyes were incredible, not like eyes I've ever seen before. They sparkled with gold, little specks of green around her pupils, and a light brown around the edges.
My eyes then moved down to the structure of her face, the way her cheeks caved in a little, the way her lips looked. They looked so soft and plump, my eyes looking up and down this beautiful girl.
I smiled at the way she squeezed my hand when we got higher and higher, we got to the top. We looked in amazement of how something was so incredible and could pop with color.
The lights glowing from all around, I closed my eyes feeling the cool breeze on my face.
Her fingers interlocked with mine as we looked into each others eyes, a look I've never seen Jen show. I was amazed at how somebody that seemed happy and so beautiful was hurting, you could see the pain in her eyes when she smiled. We all knew they were fake smiles.
I slowly stroked her face, her hair blowing back in the wind. I tightened my grip on her hand, she layed her head on my shoulder. The night becoming darker and darker as we say there just being ourselves, not worrying about anything.
She looked at me dead in the eyes and smiled, this smile was different. She looked Happy for once, I felt her scoot closer and felt her lips press against my cheek as she tightened her grip. I closed my eyes, feeling the breeze and smiling at how amazing this night had been.
We looked off into the distance, laying in each others arms just being ourselves.
My thoughts were wondering off into another place but my heart was in
another.
