I woke up with a weight on my chest I looked down and saw a head of blonde hair.
It took me a moment to realize what happened. Everything was a blur, all I remember was kissing Brooke then ending up here. I didn't even think twice about it I just did it.
What was wrong with me?
I just cheated on the girl I love. This can't be happening.
She had just gotten out of the hospital and here I am in bed with another girl. I didn't even love this girl, but I felt something for her. Is it bad that I feel something for Brooke?
But I love Jen.
I unlinked my body from her's and quietly grabbed my clothes and stumbled to put them on. As I was walking out to door I heard foot steps and knew Brooke was awake.
"Sneaking out on me already?" She said while pecking my cheek.
"It's not sneaking if you caught me." I said while sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Wanna join me in the shower?" She said with a wink.
"Actually I have to leave, I have a meeting." I lied. I just wanted to get out of here.
She planted a kiss on my lips and walked off into the shower. I sighed in relief and grabbed my phone then walked out the door.
As I hopped into my car I saw that I had 20 missed calls from Jen and countless texts messages. I was so stupid, I just ruined the one good thing I had.
She was the only thing that I wanted.
I arrived back at my house and ran inside to be greeted by Matthew and Jen.
"Where have you been? I was so worried." She said while hugging me.
"I uh got caught up at a friends house and fell asleep, I'm sorry I didn't call." I can't believed I was lying right to her face.
"It's okay, are you okay?"
"Yea I just have a bad headache." Another lie, how am I not breaking down and crying?
"I'll get you some medicine. Go lay down." She kissed my cheek and walked to the kitchen.
I walked up stairs and layed back on my bed, all I wanted to do was cry and tell her it was a stupid mistake but for now I can't tell her. I can't hurt her right now, just not today.
I heard loud foot steps and saw a tall figure appear in the door way. It was Matthew. The expression on his face was cold and heartless. The guilt in my stomach started to rise.
"So how was it at your "friends" house." He said with a slight growl in his voice.
"It's was fine.."
I heard Jen's foot steps at the bottom of the stairs and Matthew sat up and looked to me.
"If you don't want her to know about what happened at your "friends" house you should get the smell of Brooke's perfume off your clothes." He walked out.
I ran to my closet and changed into some sweat pants and threw my shirt and my pants in a drawer then jumped into bed. I saw Jen walk in with a glass of water and 2 pills. I took the pills and thanked her while giving her the glass. She layed in bed beside me and cuddled up to my side.
The guilt in my stomach kept growing. I just wanted to scream and shout but all I could do now was just drown in my thoughts.
