Too far//Zach Herron

047

"You deserve a drink Megan." Jonah smiled handing me a glass of wine.

"I can't drink." I smiled pushing the glass away.

"Oh my god Zach you got her pregnant again." Jack exclaimed and Zach looked up from his food confused.

"No I'm still brest feeding Zane so I can't drink any alcohol." I giggled and they nodded.

"You guys almost gave me heart attacking thought I was gonna be dad again." Zach said taking deep breath.

"You still are a dad Zach you'll be a dad for the rest of your life." Corbyn laughed confused.

"I'm talking about pregnancy it's a scary thing." Zach laughed taking a sip of his beer.

"Mmm yeah you didn't have to give birth or carry it around for 9 months." I laughed looking at Zane asleep in his carrier seat.

"But I was there and it was scary." Zach chuckled kissing my temple. "You were really mean."

"It was hormones Zach." I laughed running my fingers through my hair.

"So are you two coming to the meet and greet tomorrow." Daniel asked and I nodded.

"Yeah for what I know unless he's asleep which will be nearly impossible he won't sleep around new things or new people." I smiled taking a sip of my water.

"Hey you remember when you told us no hooking up with your bridesmaids." Jonah said while taking a sip of his wine.

"Yeah."

"Well I didn't sleep with your bridesmaids I slept with your maid or honor." Jonah smiled evilly and I rolled my eyes.

"She wouldn't sleep with you."

"Wh- wait how'd you know." Jonah started something completely different then ended it with that.

"One she's gay two not her type if she wasn't." I smiled and he shook his head.

"Told you." Daniel laughed and Jonah threw a straw wrapper at him. "Hey."

"Hi." Jonah replied and we all rolled our eyes.

"How come you two didn't have a honeymoon." Gabbie asked saying something for the first time.

"Oh well one we had a dog at home tour and Megan's family was in town and we just ran out of town to do it." Zach said while playing with my hair.

"You two act different around each other now." Daniel said watching us intensely.

"What." I asked confused.

"Now that you've had Zane and got married and then lost the twins you're not- you used to be really clingy around each other and now it's just you can't even look at each other without a dirty look are you two Okay romantically." Daniel asked and we nodded. That was a lie Zach and I are different around each other and now that they can see it all things might just not work out perfectly. We can fake all the things on the internet but we can't fake the arguments that happened at night. The constant bickering between me and Zach. It's hurting our relationship. We haven't had sex in a while so I know he's not attracted to me. I don't even know why we're lying to our best friends.

"Yeah just tired." Zach smiled glancing at me then at them.

"You always blame it on tiredness guys you can't keep lying to us and the fans about what's wrong in your life you have a kid and you're married you don't have to hide it from us." Jack said sounding like a true friend while Daniel just wants us to end. Outing us like that. Not cool.

"We are fine tired a kid and marriage is a lot of work not to mention we hardly sleep because of Zane we're fine no need to worry." Zach smiled not even looking my way.

"I'll be back." I whispered and got up and walked to the restroom.

"You're not okay are you." Gabbie asked opening the door and closing it. "A kid is a lot of work and sometimes it brings people together and others well you're living it."

"We're getting through it Okay just-I'm a terrible lier aren't I." I sighed placing my hands on the side of the sink. "I try so hard to work it out Zach's slept on the couch for the last month we haven't agreed on one thing since Zane came along I thought agreeing to go on tour with you guys maybe it would help but Daniel outing us like that hurts like hell realizing the truth."

"You'll get through it ou and Zach are strong-."

"We are not the same people we used to be those vows don't match the people we are now we got together young and after a while you get tired of the same shit coming home to the same house for the rest of your life being with same person for the rest of your life I'm not good enough for Zach he admits it every fucking time we have a fight if he could he'd change things wouldn't have texted me back that night-."

"He doesn't mean it it's just out of anger and frustration." She smiled and I shook my head.

"Anger and frustration that I caused I'm a fool to think Zach and I can actually get past this."