Finding Our Way Back Home Can/Sanem

🌼Bonus 5🌼

They were looking out for a friend... but little did they know that his relationship... his friendship with Defne was like no other.

They had a special conection in their lowest of low times they had found solace in each other.

Like he had told Emre...He had no need to justify himself to anyone but for arguments sake he told Emre how they had found each other.

"Abi...I don't want to cross my limits here but isn't this a little too quick?"

"What are you talking about Emre."

"Well you and...Hmm...Defne."

"What ?" shaking his head from side to side "It's not like that...Emre you really think after what happened I would...so easily...no Emre, she is my saviour. If it wasn't for her I would never have come back."

"I'm sorry Abi...I didn't mean...you did say you would explain."

"Emre I don't need to justify my self to anyone but you're right I did say would explain."

Taking a deep breath he started. "Emre when I left that night...you saw the state I was in...I couldn't think straight." Can rubbed a hand over his face...sighing "I went up to the cliff."

"What Abi...I told you to stay with me..."

"Emre It's good I did go...as I was saying I went there, all of it... everything was rushing through my mind. It was over for me...nothing...I had nothing left." Can looked at Emres shocked expression..

"No Emre...I didn't...I wasn't thinking that...I just wanted to clear my head. Anyway I saw a shadow sitting by the edge...then standing up and taking a step forward...I ran and pulled her back before she....We both fell forward but luckly we got caught....and I managed to pull us both back. Emre it was Defne."

"But Abi why would she..."

"She had her reasons...but the thing is she has no one...no family, she was all alone and thought that was the only...best way out."

"Abi are you sure she telling you the truth? Not making it up."

"No..No...she's not.."

"But how could you be so sure."

"Emre I...I had her checked out...I know It's not right, but I couldn't take a chance...I couldn't risk it." Can said quietly.

"No...No...It's good Abi." Emre gave a sigh of relief.

"Any way I realised then that my problems were nothing compared to hers...It made me see that there are people with worse problems.... So I made her a promise.

That night after pulling them both back to safety...he just stood there staring at her...the wedding dress she wore now tattered by the fall...and stained by the marks of the dirt.

He grabbed her by her arms and shook her "Your life is precious why would you do that??" He asked harshly.

It was obvious she had been crying "What life...I have no life...I have no one."

"What do you mean?"

"Look at me...who would want me? My parents left me as a child...I have no family... and when..." she sobbed "When I thought I'd finally found someone I could call my family...he went and did the most despicable..." She gave a cry.

Can had no idea what he should do...he wanted to comfort her...but how...he didn't want her to feel uncomfortable or get any wrong idea's. Reaching out he patted her on the shoulder. "Shhh...It's ok...Its going to be ok...do you want to tell me what happened?" He asked her gently.