Finding Our Way Back Home Can/Sanem

🏵Chapter Forty-Six🏵

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Just at that moment there was a knock at the door. Can walked forward just as Sanem came out of her bedroom. Each stopping and staring at each other. Damla came from where she was standing and went to open the door....to Yousef who was carrying and a very happy Ayman in his car seat.

More than anything Yousef was surprised..."Damla....Sanem...Can.... what's going on here?" He asked.

After a few moments still silence.

"Damla what's happened?...what's going on?" Yousef asked again.

When Yousef spoke again...Can and Sanem broke their stare...now both now looking in his direction. Sanem looked at Ayman her heart serged at her innocent little boy who was oblivious to what was going on around him. In his own little world where to him....his muma was everything....seeing her, his eyes lit up and he started to babble....waving his arms.

"Come in Yousef" Damla said quietly.

Can's feet were stuck he couldn't move. He eyes were glued to Ayman...they followed him as Yousef carried him in his car seat.

The expression on Sanems face said it all..."Sanem are you ok....What's wrong." He gave Aymans carrier to Damla and walked over to Sanem. Gently taking her by her shoulders he turned around to face him. She hadn't uttered a word since he'd come in.

His hands still on her shoulders he looked over at Can. "Can...?" He asked...as if he could get all the answers from him.

"I think you should talk to Sanem in the other room Yousef. I'll stay here with Ayman." Damla said, looking at Sanem...

"Sanem is that ok with you?" Yousef asked gently.

Looking at Ayman...she then looked back at Yousef and nodded.

Can was standing at the the other side of the room....furthest away from them in the room. He's gazed firmly fixed on the baby seat that carried his son...his son. Oh God he couldn't believe it...his heart was beating so fast and heavily...like it was about to burst out if his chest. He had a flutter of butterflies in his stomach.

He saw Sanem moving away into the room. She was hurting...he could see it on her face. Not really wanting to get in the way...but he needed to ask her. He didn't want her thinking he was taking over. Oh God....she'd suffered enough at his hands. At this point in time...he thought; there was no way she'd ever forgive him.

"Emm....Sanem is it ok...if I hold him?" He asked.

Without looking at him she nodded with the shrug of her shoulders and walked into the room followed by Yousef.

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"Do you want to talk about it?" Yousef asked. After closing the door and walking over to Sanem.