Finding Our Way Back Home Can/Sanem

🌸Chapter Thirty-One🌸

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The knock on the door had all of them raising their heads. Without realising it...the time had passed by so quickly, it was now past ten o'clock .

"It's late Sanem, who could it be?" Deren said, looking a little worried.

"Don't worry Deren...It's someone special, that I want you to meet." Sanem said as she went to answer the door.

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"Abi are you ok?" Defne asked. They had just finished dinner at the hotel.

"Hmm...yes...it's just..."

"It's the editor...Sanem...isn't it?" Can looked up, "I could tell by your reaction....and by hers. Abi do you want to talk about it...I'm a good listener."

Biting his lower lip, Can sighed "I can't really...its complicated."

"What complicated....work complicated or....love complicated?"

Cans silence gave her the answer...

After a long while he answered "Like I said complicated." By now he knew her well enough to know she wouldn't back off with just that answer. "Ok so cutting a long story short....we were together, but parted on bad terms."

"What about Polen...I know what happened...but you must have felt something for her at some point."

"Yes I did...we were together for a long time...but it was never love. Well at least not the same as I felt for..." He stopped suddenly.

"Was it serious...Abi...with Sanem. You don't give looks or stares like you two did if it wasn't."

He smiled weakly "You're not going to leave it...are you?"

"Abi...I want your happiness...if it's with Miss editor then so be it." She mimicked Sanem.

"She's not like that...really she's..." Can smiled....looking away.

"Ok...ok..I get it...I get it. Mr....I don't need anyone in that way. You don't need anyone in that way, because you've already found her....idiot."

"You don't understand Defne..."

"One question then I promise I'll leave the subject...do you still have any feelings for her? do you still love
her?"

"Hmm...firstly you should learn how to count, because that's two questions. Secondly...I don't believe you will leave it."

"Abi...Seriously."

"Seriously....yes...yes I do have feelings for her....I do love her." He sighed in relief. "You know it's been a very long time since I've said it out loud and in front of someone...I love her...I always have and I always will, but it could never work between us. Anyway it's all in the past.