*Craving Souls* (Spiritshipping)

Part 16

Jesse gripped at the pillow,Jaden's pillow, in Jaden's bed even if he knew that he shouldn't be there, crying his eyes out. Why ? Why?  WHY?!  He dug his fingers in the pillow , and buried his head in it, his knees drawn close.  Why do I always have to mess everything up ? There's no wonder the prince choose Jehu first . He has always been the strongest one , the brave one , the one born to rule..... I'm just a total mess, that no one would want to do anything with , let alone have on the throne.

Jesse cried more, tears falling like rivers down his red cheeks , thoughts like that running around his mind and not leaving him once alone . He knew that they didn't jut have an innocent relationship and that hurt . It was that  what hurt more than his other thoughts striking him, his one going all out with another. His one  laying his head in another's chest, kissing another's lips , giving his body to another,  saying 'I love you' to another, to his own brother. 

He knew. Oh Jesse surely knew. He knew that Jehu had done this intentionally. Only those related by blood could see their siblings aura and see the matching one , find the each other's one .

 Jaden's aura was a pure pure gold with hints of crystal emerald at all the sides, the same colors as Jesse's own , which had the same colors but the other way around . There weren't tow auras in the same color, but only those of the Crystal kingdom could see them, and rare were those who could see the auras of all people. Jesse remembered how passionately Jehu spoke of finding his own soulmate , and then helping Jesse find his. They were little when they lost their mother , and that made them become closer , become the other's shoulder to cry, and their only comfort was that they would find their soulmates and love them. 

But an accident happened when they were teens. Which broke their relationship apart to shreds. Jehu's blindness to colors ,was Jesse's fault. Leading to how things were now. 

He didn't even hear the door open, too preoccupied in his own thoughts and memories , to hear and see what was happening around him.

The King came in , walking slowly and carefully to the bed, same as Jaden , stopping near Jesse , and smiling softly , and placed a hand on Jesse's shoulder. 

Jesse bolted out of his thoughts and backs away , directing a pocket knife to the king , in his teary eyed he couldn't clearly see anything . "Who are you!? What do you want in here?!" 

The King chuckled softly at the other's actions . "It's me, young prince, Jaden's father ." Jaden really has done a lot to him , but it's nice to see that they care for each-other's opinions towards them.

Jesse lowered the knife , wiping his eyes . "My apologies , Your Majesty."

"Forgiven. Now get up you have a wedding to go to . Can't leave your soon-to-be-husband wait at the altar , can we ?" The king smiles and takes Jesse's hand to help him up. 

Jesse shook his head . "There will be no wedding , Your Majesty. Jaden made that clear." He said gripping at the sheets with his free hand where the ring still stayed on. He couldn't take that off, it was his first gift.

"Jesse , I'm Jaden's father . If I say that he's going to be at the altar waiting for you ,then so it's going to be . I talked to him , he promised to marry you. " The king says and sighs . "How much do you know about him , young one ?" 

Jesse was taken back at the sudden question and shook his head . "Not much."

The king sighs once more and looks at him , " Jesse, since he was born he was faced with pain , never feeling the warm touch of his mother . Years passed and I saw he carried more anger and pain than a thousand armies could bear. He went to war at 8, was an superior soldier together with his brother. ... Jesse at 8 he had his first kill and was only a child.  I couldn't do anything , I was very sick at the time , bedridden for three whole years and my council was at lead ,as the two were too young to take the throne...He was betrayed , deceived , hurt there. Believe when I say he and Haou  already crossed hell. And the only time I saw Peace on his eyes was when he lays eyes on you , Jesse."

Jesse listened the whole time and his eyes teared up . Oh god.. That was a lot for just one person to pass. 

The king smiled and rubbed his shoulder . "Do you see things my way now?"

Jesse nods and smiles up at him , he saw a lot clearer now.

"Let's go then ,young prince. He was also born impatient." The king chuckles and gets off the bed.

Jesse chuckles and gets up too, only to hear claps at the door and see Jaden leaning against the door frame  there. He looks at the king who looks back at him , winking as if saying 'Told ya!'.

"Finished with telling my life-story , father ?" Jaden asks , looking annoyed , a hnt of amusement in the depth of those chocolate brown eyes. 

"Yep!" The King agree innocently , making Jesse chuckle and wonder who really was the younger one between the two .

Jaden smile and walks to them , "Then can I talk with my betrothed before the wedding , dearest father?"

 The king nods smiling and starts walking out , winking again at Jesse behind Jaden's back this time more playfully, making Jesse's cheeks redden and look away. "Just don't take too long ~ You have all the night after all~"  Jesse blushed a deep red and couldn't help but notice the pink covering Jaden's cheek as he groaned.

As soon a the door is closed Jaden grabbed his wrist bringing Jesse to his chest and kissing him deeply , the other totally surprised t the sudden action . Jaden pushed him against the nearest wall , tilting his head to deepen the kiss even more , his hands on Jesse's hips 

Jesse couldn't help but moan loudly , passionately kissing back , his lips moving fast and hard against Jaden's , his arms around the other's  neck. Oh how much he was enjoying this.. at this moment he didn't care who was with Jaden first , all that mattered was that he, Jesse was going to be his last. With that thought he moaned loudly again , not caring who may hear....

"I'm sorry ......again..."

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