Falling Into The Deep End

Chapter 6

When I wake up, I feel a strong arm around me and when I turn around, I see Nathan next to me:

"Nathan. Nathan" I whisper

"One more minute" he says as he pulls me closer

I want to just stay like forever but...

"NOO. Wake up!! You'll get caught by brother or parents" I say

That seems to get his attention

"Oh shit" he mutters

I go and see if there is anyone around. There isn't

"Coast is clear" I say

But instead of going out, he walks towards me and says:

"How are you?"

Ignoring his question, I say "We'll talk later"

"Ohhh, we definitely will" he says sternly

I sigh and say "Fine"

And then he leaves. Sometimes, I wish people would stop controlling my life. That's why I cut; it makes me feel in control. It's the one thing in my life that people don't control along with music. I guess it was until the one guy I've been in love with found out.

I bring myself out of my thoughts and go to the bathroom to take a shower and get dressed. Once I am ready, I look at myself in the full-length mirror and think WOW, I am really fat. I go downstairs to see if my brother and Nathan are ready to go. Hopefully, I will be able to avoid eating. When I'm down, they are not in the living room so they must be in the kitchen. God, now what am I going to do. As soon as I get there and see them eating, I quickly say:

"Hey Guys, You ready?"

"Yep, Lets go" says Noah

"Aren't you going to eat something?" says Nathan

"Nah, I'm not hungry" I say

Nathan narrows his eyes towards me, and I avoid it. We head out.

When we arrive at school, Noah had to get ready for a presentation, so it was just me and Nathan.

"Here" Nathan says as he throws an apple at me

I catch it and then stare at it in my hands. I haven't been eating for a while now and I think Nathan is catching on to it.

"Its.for.you.to.eat" he says slowly

"I'm good. Thanks "I say sweetly

"Why can't you just eat it?" he says annoyed

I sigh and eat the apple

"Happy?" I ask rhetorically

He nods and I roll my eyes

I feel sick after eating that, so I run to the bathroom and end up vomiting. Once, I feel better. I get to class.

......

I arrive at the cafeteria with Amber and Charlie at lunch. We stand in line to get lunch. Once it's our turn and my turn to order, I order a salad. Once I paid and got it. I turn around and bump into someone luckily my water and salad don't fall of the tray. I look up to see who I bumped into and see none other than Nathan. His eyebrows raised, full of question as looks at my lunch.

"Seriously?" He says annoyed

"What?" I ask with the same tone

"That's all your you're going to eat" he says even more annoyed by the way I am acting dumb

"You can't tell me what or what not to eat. Now, if you'll excuse me, my friends are waiting for me" I say as I sidestep him and start walking fast to the table my friends are at. During the entire lunch all I can think about is:

Nathan knows about my eating habits

Authors Note:

Sorry, Its been awhile since I posted. I never got around to get this chapter down. This was written bit by bit so sorry if anything doesn't make sense. Anyway, What did you this of Rosabelle's eating habits? Make sure to comment what you think and vote.

Song: Skyscraper by Demi Lovato

Just another confidence boosting song :)

Thank you,

Girlstar xx