Falling Into The Deep End

Chapter 9

Its been a few days since Nathan asked me to his girlfriend. Everything is going great. We hang out as much as we can and he is great with me. I really like and I think he really likes me.

I wait for him to come over as both my parents are at work. AGAIN and Noah is with his new target. Its funny how I am not allowed to date but Noah switches as fast as a cheetah can run.

The doorbell rings and I go to open the door. As expected, Nathan is standing there looking handsome as ever. When I open the door I am greeted by his warm arms around me.
"Hi" I breathe out
"Hello" he says and then gives me that smile the made me love him in the first place. Wait. LOVE. Do I love him?
Oh well.
We sit on the couch and he puts his arm around and pulls me closer.
"OK, I need to tell you something. I have to tell you but I need you to promise to not tell anyone including my brother" I says anxiously
I really have to tell him and thinking about it, I blush.
"And by that reaction, I know I want to know what that is" he says
"OK. I'll tell you but don't sympathy me or look at me any different" I say nervously
He simply nods
"do you want me to tell you something first to make it easier for you" he says noticing how nervous I am
I nod eagerly
"OK, I think your brother knows this but I never told him. You know Stephanie, your brother last long term girlfriend. Well, I kissed her while they were dating." he says
I burst out out in laughter.
"I hated that girl!!" I say while laughing.
He bursts out laughing as well
"Mine is way worse" I say nervously
"OK. Tell me" he says more seriously
"You know how everyone assumes I'm a virgin." I say quietly
"What do mean assumes?" he says sternly and I can see anger on his face
"I am not" I mumble
He narrows his eyes.
"I don't want to talk about it" I say
"I do" he says a bit louder
I nod
"Tell me how" he says
"A month ago, Ethan who is my ex boyfriend. Ummm, he might have forced himself on me and he might have done it a couple times more" I wince as I recall the memory
I take a deep breath and say:
"Can we please talk about it later, it was harder than I thought it would be to recall this shit" I say tiredly
"This shit is more is more important than you think. Why didn't you tell anyone? Me? Your brother? " he says angrily
I wince
"Umm.." I say unsure I should tell him
"What now?" he groans
"He may have threatened me" I mutter
"HE WHAT?? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? " Nathan practically shouts
I sigh
"Let's talk about this later" I say
"fine" he growls

Authors note:

Sorry its been a while. WiFi has been horrible and it has been hard to post. What did you think of Rosabelles confession? Also I wanna know why you think I chose this song?

Song: Almost love by sabrina carpenter.
Thank you,
Girlstar xx