Later that evening, the doorbell rings. Since, no one else is home, I go and open the door. When I open the door, Nathan stands there with his hands in his pockets.
"Um... Hi" I say confused "Noah is not home. He has a date or something." I continue
"Yeah, I know. I came here to see you. We need to talk" he says as if he is disappointed in me.
"Um. sure" I stutter.
I open the door wider to invite him in. He walks past me and into the living room. Then, sits on the fluffy coach. I sit in the chair opposite him. I look at him wanting him to talk.
"Okay, this is hard for me to say but I have to. Someone must and since I am the only one who finds out about the stupid things you do; I am the who will talk to you. I am pretty sure you have anorexia. You feel dizzy almost all the time and its not always panic attacks. You think I don't notice I do. You don't eat. You have lost so much weight. Then, on top of that you cut yourself. You haven't stopped, I saw the fresh cuts the other day when you came down in shorts to get water. Oh yeah, you shake each time you look at food. I don't think you even notice that." He says sadly
They are tears in my eyes by the time finishes. He stands up and walks towards me. Then, he does something I never expected him to do. He picks me up and sits on the chair with me on his lap. He wraps his arm around my waist tightly. I lean back and sob making his shirt wet.
I look up to see him staring at me and something clicks. He leans forward. He going to kiss me!! Then, his lips brush against mine. My body seems to know what to do and I am kissing him back. After a while, we break away and look at each other with big grins on our faces.
"I should get going" he says picks me up and puts me down so he can stand.
"Bye" he says as he pecks my lips
"Yeah, bye" I smile
Once he leaves. All I can think about is what just happened!!
Authors Note:
I need time management lessons. Sorry I haven't posted on time. AGAIN!! Sorry, the chapter is short. I just wanted to give something. Anyway, How do you feel about what happened? Let me know in the comments. Make sure to vote.
Song: Replay by Zendaya
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Falling Into The Deep End
RomanceRosabelle is on a path of self destruction but through the help of family and friends she learns to love, live, trust and care. Trigger warnings: Physical and sexual abuse Self destruction
