Isabelle follows me out of Hessa's room. Then looks at me with a pointed expression.
"He's the father, huh?" She asks
I nod
"One down and 3 more to go. You know whats harder than telling Nathan?" I ask her
She shakes her head
"Telling Noah that I fucked his best friend when I was 16" I tell her
She laughs
"Like when we told Jackson that we used to date" She says
"That reminds me. He's making me sing tonight so I had promise that he won't get laid tonight" I say
She laughs and then nods
....
We find the boys on the balcony and they are all laughing. I go and sit down next to Daniel. He wraps his arm around me and leans to ask me is I am okay. I nod
"Where's Nathan?" Noah asks
"Upstairs" I say
I lock eyes with Isabelle and she nods
"What's he doing upstairs?" Oliver asks
"Ummm" I start but then my phone pings telling me that I have a text
Linda: Hey, I'm here. Should I come upstairs?
Belle: Yup, just come in and we are on the balcony
As I am about to close the phone I look at the date today. Soon enough, my head is in my hands as I take a moment to hate myself
I take a deep breath and get up
"Where are you going?" Daniel asks
I shake my head disappointed in myself
"Like the horrible mother that I am, I just remembered that I promised Hessa that I would spend the day with her. God, I should prioritise her but I forgot and now Linda is coming" I say, close to crying
"Hey, it's fine. You should go. I'll take care of everything" Daniel say
I hug him
"Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you" I say then I hurry of to grab my daughter to take her out
Authors note:
Sorry this chapter is short. I wanted to give something. I promise the next one will hopefully be longer.
Song: homecoming Queen by kelsea bellarini
Thank you,
Girlstar xx
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Falling Into The Deep End
RomanceRosabelle is on a path of self destruction but through the help of family and friends she learns to love, live, trust and care. Trigger warnings: Physical and sexual abuse Self destruction