The next day, I head down to kitchen to get something to eat so Nathans not on my back about not eating. Sometimes, I can't stop myself from not eating and it can get really hard when I see myself in the mirror everyday but I'm trying... I guess.
When I enter the kitchen I am surprised to see my parents and brother there. My parents are barely around. I mean I know they care but they can be so controlling.
I stare at them suspiciously because they all became quiet when I entered.
"Hey guys, whats going on?" I ask unsure on what to do.
They remain quiet so I head towards Noah and give a hug.
"Hey" he mummers into to my hair
He seems sad and I don't know how I feel about that.
"When are we heading out for school?" I ask
"Oh... Um" he looks towards parents who are busy eating "About that... Um.. We are going to go.... See some colleges for next year" he says
"Oh okay. I'll head out then" I say and grab a Granola bar and I'm pretty sure I see him nod to himself. As if he was reassuring himself. Weird right?
I give my parents a kiss on the cheek and leave.
.....
I arrive in school and see Nathan waiting for me and grin when see him. He looks up from his phone and his face lights up when he see me. I give him a hug when I reach him.
"Noah is apparently going with my parents to check some colleges out. They were acting weird." I say
Nathan looks down almost guiltly. I'm about to ask him if he knows something about that but the bell rings.
Great.
Another day in the amazing school.
Authors note:
Hey guys,
This chapter is short but what do you think everyone is hiding? Who do you think it's about?
Song: You need to calm down by Taylor Swift
Advice about body image:
I know many people suffer from body image issues.I know a good friend of mine did. It's probably one of the hardest struggles you will have in life. You are not alone. Always remember two things:
You see things the way you want to see them.
And
Mirrors can be deceiving
Next time you look at yourself in the mirror. Think of the things you like about yourself whether it's looks or who you are.
Bye,
Girlstar xx
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Falling Into The Deep End
RomanceRosabelle is on a path of self destruction but through the help of family and friends she learns to love, live, trust and care. Trigger warnings: Physical and sexual abuse Self destruction
