Ethan led me to my room, and as we stood there with our mouths crushed together, the only thing that I could think of was what it would feel like if this guy was someone else. That someone I have loved since the moment I met him. If this was the someone I truly loved. Yet, I know that he would never love someone as ugly as me even if he did my brother would kill him even though he'd only ever think of me as his little sister. God, I was hideous as it is. I felt sorry for anyone who must look at my face. And as I stood there kissing someone who I didn't even like, the only thing I felt was guilt.
He pushes me onto the bed, his hands groping me everywhere, I couldn't breathe it was as if the emotions I feel have finally taken over and were clogging my throat as I tried to suck air into my crushed lungs against Ethan's lips. I tried everything, struggling and pulling away from him, but he was just too strong! He pulled me even tighter till I had lost control, I could see black spots in my vision just before a muscled figure barged its way into my room. By now, I had completely lost all control of my senses and the only thing I could hear was the pounding of the figure's fist making connection with Ethan's jaw. Suddenly, I was scooped up into a hard-muscled chest whilst surrounded by warm arms along with that familiar sweet scent. I immediately thought I was in heaven and this was an angel, but my thoughts were soon interrupted by a soothing deep voice that I distinctly recognized as Him. Nathan, who happens to be, My brother's best friend:
"Rosabelle, wake up, wake up. Everything's fine. He's gone now." He cooed as I was lulled into a deep sleep, and when I woke up.
He was gone.
Author's Note:
Song: Alone with you by Phebe Starr
I chose this song mainly because of the title "Alone with you" I wanted to interperet the fact that Rosabelle wanted to be alone with Nathan not Ethan.
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Falling Into The Deep End
RomanceRosabelle is on a path of self destruction but through the help of family and friends she learns to love, live, trust and care. Trigger warnings: Physical and sexual abuse Self destruction
