Sad Supernatural Imagines

#109 Cas - Part 2: You lied

Recap:

"You lied..." You whispered to yourself. You let a tear fall slowly down your face. No matter how broken you were, you would always love the man who shattered your heart.

BANG!

Sam's p.o.v:

I felt uneasy after I let Y/N go to bed. I sat down and started to read the lore I was previously reading before Cas showed up with Y/N. Suddenly, there was a gunshot. I quickly got up and started running to Y/Ns room to make sure she was okay.
"Y/N?!" I yelled through the door. I banged on it but got no answer. I wasn't going to wait. I picked the lock and opened the door. I stared at Y/Ns body on the ground. There was a huge puddle of blood on the floor and blood on the walls. Tears fell down my cheeks.
"Y/N- Oh my God." I whispered and ran to her. I ignored the blood that was getting on me. I pulled out my phone to call Dean. He answered on the 2nd ring.
"What-" I interrupted him.
"Get to the hospital that's by the bunker! Now, Dean!" I yelled as I took off my shirt and pressed it to her head and picked her up. I ran outside to my car and got in. I sped away quickly.
"Sam!" Dean yelled through the phone. I forgot to end it.
"She shot herself in the head! I-I-I don't know if she'll make it." I sobbed and ended the call. She has to make it. She just has to. I made it in less than 3 minutes. I ran into the hospital.
"Help! Someone help! My little sister shot herself, please!" I yelled. Nurses ran to get a bed and took her from me. One nurse brought me a new shirt and some sweatpants.
"We'll try our best, but for now, just go to the shower that's down the hallway to the right and get cleaned up. Things don't look so good right now, sweetie." She said. I couldn't stop crying. I did as the nurse said and then went to the waiting room. I balled my hands into fists and softly hit my head. Why did I send her off to bed?

Deans p.o.v:

Oh my God. I could hardly think. I sped to the hospital. I knew she was upset, but trying to kill herself? Cas really took a toll on her. She tried telling me. She tried talking to me and I just brushed her away. Who does that? I started to cry. I can't lose her. She's one of the best things that has ever happened to me and Sammy. She can't die. She can't. I hit the steering wheel.
"Castiel, you stupid son of a bitch!" I yelled. Why? Why her? She was always so happy. So bright and bubbly. Why did he have to take that away? I cried out. I finally made it to the hospital. I sobbed loudly. I shouldn't be here. Y/N shouldn't be here. It took me a while before I could head inside. I looked around for Sam until I saw him in the corner with his head in his hands. I walked over to him and sat down. His head jerked up with fear before calming a bit.
"Still no news." He whispered. I nodded slowly. I rubbed his back while he dropped his head back into his hands.
"There was so much blood, Dean. So much blood. I let her go to bed feeling like that. I never thought she would-" He couldn't finish. I sighed.
"You thought she would be okay. This isn't your fault. Don't blame yourself. Blame Castiel. He made her feel like that. He's the one that's at fault here, okay? Not you." I said. How could this happen? Even if both Sam and I didn't want Cas to be here, he was still a huge part of her life. He should know what he did.
"I'm calling Cas. I hate him and I know you do too, but we can't keep him in the dark with this. He still loves her and was part of her life." I said. Sam nodded. I took a deep breath before calling Cas for the first time in months.

Castiels p.o.v:

I was staring at the night sky when my phone started ringing. I took it out and looked that the caller ID. It was Dean. I immediately answered.
"Hello, Dean." I said. Dean took a deep breath before speaking.
"Y/N tried to kill herself. We're at the hospital by the bunker. We hate you, but we couldn't leave you in the dark. Not with this. She shot herself in the head. We have no news. Come ASAP." He said quickly and then ended the call. I sat there frozen. What did I do? I could hardly think. The only thing running through my head was her and how I destroyed her. I left her wondering where she went wrong. I left her wondering what was wrong with her and why she wasn't enough. Who does that? And now she might not make it. It had a ripple effect. Once I hurt her, I was hurting Sam and Dean. And now I was hurting. I stared at the sky.
"Why, Father? Why?" I whispered. Tears (omg I accidentally wrote twats😂) finally made their way down my cheeks. I started getting angry. The sky thundered and it started to rain.
"Dammit!" I yelled at nothing. Lightning crashed. I pulled my hair while the rain was soaking me. Once I had calmed down enough, I flew to the hospital. I walked in slowly. I was drenched. I walked over to where I saw Sam and Dean sitting. I kept my distance. They looked up, both of their eyes red and puffy.
"Nothing yet." Sam whispered as he set his head back down into his palms. I didn't say anything. I sat away from them so I wouldn't anger them. Many more hours passed. It was an anxiety filled waiting game.

No ones p.o.v:

The doctor walked up to the Winchesters. Cas walked up to them too so he could hear the news. The doctor looked at all of them sadly.
"She lost too much blood and had extensive brain damage. I am so deeply sorry for your loss." He said. Sam and Dean stared at the doctor with tears streaming down their faces. She was gone. Gone. Dean looked over at Cas who was walking away while wiping his face. As much as Dean hated Cas, he felt horrible for him. Sam looked at Dean and then over at the broken angel too. Sam felt the same as Dean. Cas walked out and disappeared. Sam told Dean to go after him. They hated him. But they still loved him too. Dean came in shortly after.
"He's gone. He must've left." He said. Sam nodded and then cleared his throat.
"C-Can we go see her?" He asked softly. The doctor smiled and nodded.
"Of course, son." He responded. He led Sam and Dean to the room you were in. He left as soon as they reached the door. They hesitated going in. Eventually, Sam opened the door and they slowly walked in. Dean covered his mouth as he saw your pale and still body. He walked over to you and leaned down. Dean took your hand in his. It was cold, no longer warm like it used to be. It was just small and cold.
"God... Y/N, you didn't deserve to die like this. You should be here. With me and Sammy." He whispered. Sam tried to cover his sobs, but Dean could still hear him.
"I can't believe she's-" Sam didn't finish. Suddenly, Cas appeared.
"I'm bringing her back. I don't care what it takes. I'm not going to let her suffer in Hell." Cas said. Dean looked up at the broken angel.
"She wanted to die for a reason, Cas. You can't bring her back." He said. Cas shook his head.
"I know you guys won't be the same and you will wind up getting yourselves killed by being careless on a hunt or drink your lives away. Y/N is what held you two together. She wouldn't want that for you. She wants you to be happy. You guys can help her this time. I can-" Cas took a deep breath and looked at Y/N. Tears fell down his cheeks.
"I can erase myself from her memories. She won't remember meeting me. She won't feel like anything is different." He said.
"But what if she accidentally sees you?" Sam asked. Cas sighed.
"Then I'll act like it's the first time meeting her." He responded. Soon Sam and Dean agreed. After that, Cas brought you back and was careful to stay away from you. You didn't remember him being in your life. You were happy for the first time in a long time. It killed Cas not being able to see and talk to you, but he knew it was for the best. It would be okay again.

A/N:

Lol I decided to not have a sad ending😂