I got in a wreck Thursday for the first time and it was the most traumatic thing I've experienced. I could handle my mom getting shot, I could handle my ex boyfriend raping me, but for some reason this is what is fucking me up. Everyone expects me to be okay but I'm not. Of course the people I hit were okay and so was I (I literally walked out of the car with nothing but a burn on me from the airbag) and I know that the cars are replaceable. But I can't begin to explain what I feel. I can't sleep because it's still in my head. I can still hear when I hit them. I can still feel the jolt and the instant 'This is it.' I can't eat and I don't even want to watch TV or listen to music. I'm trying so hard to pretend that I'm doing okay because I'm physically fine. But I really think this is what broke the camels back. I've been depressed...but I was able to cope because I had friends. But I don't anymore. I'm spiraling and... I don't know. My life is a mess right now so I don't know when I'll update the next chapter. But I hope I can soon. I know not everyone reads these but to those who do, thank you. You truly are amazing ❤️❤️
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Sad Supernatural Imagines
FanficRequests are closed!! Includes Sam, Dean, Castiel, etc. imagines. These can be triggering so don't read if you get triggered easily. These are sad (obviously) but if you want a happy one just request. • I am here for anyone who reads this! I relate...
