Sad Supernatural Imagines

#122 Cas - You Aren't Leaving

Y/N p.o.v:

You winced a little each time Cas yelled.
"You weren't supposed to go without me, Y/N! You could have gotten hurt!" He said.
"I didn't though, Cas! I'm fine! You don't need to hover over me all the time. I'm a big girl. You aren't my daddy!" You yelled back. Cas's face turned a deep shade of red.
"But I am your boyfriend! We were supposed to do the hunt together!" He said. You rolled your eyes.
"It was an easy hunt. I didn't need your help. I'm the one who found it. You just tagged along!" You replied. Cas growled in anger.
"I'm supposed to protect you, Y/N! Why can't you understand that?!" He said. You scoffed.
"I can protect myself thank you very much." You said.
"I don't care! God, why are you so fucking stubborn? You never listen. Sometimes I wish I never met you!" He yelled. You went quiet and looked down. Tears started to weld up. You didn't want to say anything because you didn't want him to get angry. He seemed to understand what he said hurt you.
"Crap. Y/N-" He stopped. You looked up, tears finally falling. His face was filled with regret.
"I'm sorry..." You cried and ran to your room. You ran passed Sam and Dean while sobbing. You slammed the door shut and walked to your bed. You collapsed on the bed and curled into a ball. You cried and cried for hours on end. You cried until you were numb. You heard yelling from the library. You layed there staring at the wall in the dark for a long time.

Cas's p.o.v:

"Cas, what the hell happened?!" Dean yelled. Sam and Dean were both glaring at me. I sat down and let my head fall in to my hands.
"I said something really stupid. I regret it and now I don't think Y/N will forgive me." I said. Dean smacked the back of my head. I looked up at Dean.
"I deserve that and more." I said. Dean rolled his eyes.
"What did you say?!" Sam yelled. I took a deep breath before starting.
"I said I wished I never met her..." I whispered.
"Are you serious?! She's the best girl in the world and you fucked that up, Cas! What the hell is wrong with you?!" Dean yelled. I felt a huge wave of sadness. Water started to fall out of my eyes. I wiped it away and looked at my hand with confusion.
"You're crying?" Dean asked. I looked up at him while the water was still rolling down my face.
"I-I am." I responded. Sam and Dean looked at each other and then looked back at me. I wiped the rest of the water away and stoof up.
"I'm going to go apologize." I said.
"Yeah. I swear to God, if you fuck this up even more, I will kill you." Sam threatened. I looked down and nodded. I walked to mine and Y/N's room. I took a deep breath before knocking.

Y/N p.o.v:

You closed your eyes as you heard a knock.
"Y/N? Can I come in?" A familiar voice asked.
"It's your room, too, Castiel." You whispered. You knew he'd hear you. He opened the door and shut it softly. He turned on the light and then walked over to you. You opened your eyes as you felt the bed dil and looked over at him. Cas was hunched over rubbing his temples. He sighed.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, Cas. That way you won't-" He interrupted you.
"You aren't leaving. I can't let you leave." Cas said. You sat up, looking at him.
"You wished you never met me. If I leave, you can forget me. It will be easier. I knew I've always been a burden to you, Sam, and Dean. I always got in the way. I always make mistakes too. I might as well be a mistake." You whispered. Cas sighed and faced you. His heart broke once he saw the state you were in. Your hair was a tangled mess and your eyes were bloodshot. You had silent tears still rolling down your cheeks.
"I'm so sorry, Y/N. I shouldn't have said that. I wasn't thinking straight. I was angry. I hate it when you go off by yourself because I wouldn't forgive myself if you ever got hurt. What I said was unacceptable and untrue. I never wish that. You are the best thing that has ever happened to us. To me. You aren't a burden and you aren't a mistake. Everyone makes mistakes. I make them and so do Sam and Dean. You have never gotten in the way either. I promise. Your an amazing hunter and I'm sorry I said what I said." Cas said. You let out a sob and lunged towards him.
"I forgive you " You cried. He held you close to him as you cried into his trenchcoat.
"Please don't leave, Y/N. Sam and Dean need you. I need you. Please don't leave us." He whispered. You squeezed him.
"I won't, Castiel." You responded.

A/N:

Yes, the numbers aren't exactly in order, but that's because I like to work on my imagines sporadically. Doing them in order is honestly very stressful for me. But update on my grandpa: He's doing okay as far as I know. He's going to need a liver transplant, but he needs to be put on dialysis until then.