Crushes

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Ian sat on his couch, bored out of his mind. It was Saturday night and his plans with his friend Alan, got cancelled. "Fuckin Alan never follows his words" Ian huffed and sat up on the couch before looking down at the crowded coffee table. He slowly stood up and walked over to the kitchen. "So fucking bored" was all Ian mumbled. The house was quiet. No one was home. Ian fiddled with the pen on the kitchen counter and doodled onto the pages of paper beside the pen. He doodled the boy he fell in love with so many years ago. He drew pictures of him and himself dancing, cuddling, kissing, anything really. It was all in his dreams though because he knew Mickey was straight. How dumb for him to like a straight guy.

Ian walked in circles around the house, holding the home phone. He contemplated on calling Mickey to hangout but that butterfly feeling kept in his stomach. Why was he so afraid to call him? After all he was Ian's best friend. Ian walked around more and stopped in his tracks when the phone began to ring in his shaky hand. He looked at the number and immediately recognized it. Mickeys number. Ian bit his bottom lip before answering the phone. "Hello? Is this Ian?" He heard Mickey say from across the phone, Ian just smirked as he heard Mickeys voice. It was just so sexy to Ian, he couldn't think it was even possible to like a boy as much as Ian liked Mickey. Ian snapped out of his trance when he heard Mickey again, "hello?". Ian just giggled, "Sorry, yeah it's me what's up?" Ian said. "Nothing much. You busy?" Mickey asked Ian, Ian's face lit up. "Uhh no, no I'm not" Ian nervously said, Mickey just chuckled. "Alright want to come over or?" Mickey asked, "yeah how bout in 20?" Ian said almost bursting out of excitement. He shouldn't be this excited, after all it's just his best friend. "Yeah see you then" Mickey said before hanging up the phone. Ian just smiled before rushing up the stairs and starting up the shower. It was like a spark ignited in his body. He undressed and climbed into the shower, the warm water hitting his body.

After Ian's shower he got dressed and headed back down stairs. He grabbed his phone and put his shoes and jacket on before heading out the door. He reached the Milkovich house and knocked. It took a couple seconds before Mickeys face appeared behind the door. "Hey" Ian said walking into the house, "Hey" was all Mickey said back. They walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. Mickey quickly grabbed each of them a beer. "So" Ian said taking a sip of his drink, "So" Mickey said back. Both boys just chuckled. Ian just fell in love more. "You wanna watch something or get high? Get drunk?" Mickey said smirking at Ian, Ian just shook his head and smiled, "up to you Mick". Mickey just nodded, "all three it is" which just made Ian giggle more.

Mickey put a movie on the little tv while he rolled a joint. Ian just took the advantage to stare at the man and admire the beauty. He knew to keep his mouth shut about anything because Mickey was straight and had no feelings for him, obviously. "What ya staring at red?" Mickey said looking up from the joint, Ian just shook his head a bit, "nothing just thinking" Ian said as he blushed and looked away. Mickey quirked an eyebrow before going back and finishing the joint. He took a hit and passed it onto Ian.

They proceeded to smoke weed and drink while making small talk. Ian kept staring at Mickey and Mickey stayed oblivious. They were talking about random shit. "Tell me red. You like someone?" Mickey asked out of no where, Ian just glanced at the tv and back at Mickey, "uh why?" Was all Ian could say. Mickey shrugged, "Come on man you can trust me, I'm your best bud" Mickey smirked as he nudged Ian with his elbow a bit, Ian just gave a small smile and looked down to his fingers. "Must be someone special seeing the pink tint on your face" Mickey said smirking at Ian, "fuck off" Ian nudged Mickey. "Come on man!" Mickey said looking at Ian with pleading eyes, Ian stared up at Mickey and his cheeks flushed red. He couldn't do this to himself. He would embarrass himself in front of the man he loved and his best friend. He just stared into Mickeys eyes. Mickey stared back. Ian could point out every great feature of Mickey's eyes. How they were like the ocean. Calm and bright but also fierce. Ian kept staring which made Mickey quirk an eyebrow. Ian didn't give Mickey time to respond before he closed his eyes and leaned in to kiss Mickey. It was a short kiss that made Ian blow up inside but when Mickey didn't respond it made Ian's fire in his belly blow out. All he felt was regret and embarrassment. Mickey looked at Ian with pure confusion. Ian couldn't take it and sat up before running out of the house and letting his tears drip down his face. Mickey sat on his couch. His lips tingled. What the fuck just happened? He never knew Ian felt this way. He never knew he would like it but he did.

The days passed since Ian last saw Mickey. Mickey tried to contact him but Fiona would never let him. He felt so bad for denying him but it was his only instinct because of growing up with a homophobic piece of trash dad. Ian laid in his bed every day since. He didn't want to move because there was no point.

"Ian" Fiona said sitting down on Ian's bed and slowly shaking him. "Go away" Ian muffled through the blanket. Fiona just sighed, "there is someone hear for you" she said but Ian just pushed her away. Fiona mumbled something to someone that Ian couldn't see before he heard a familiar voice, "I'm sorry". Ian turned around and locked eyes with Mickey. Mickey slowly took his sweater off and sat on the bed. "I-i didn't mean to freak you. I'm sorry for making you-" Mickey was cut off when Ian crushed his lips with Mickeys. He placed his hand behind Mickeys neck and the other on his hip when he sat up. Mickey quickly kissed back and twirled his tattooed fingers into Ian's red hair. Mickey pulled away and Ian smirked. "I'm sorry. I liked the kiss and I've liked you for a long time" Mickey said looking down at his hands. Ian's jaw dropped, "really?" Ian said surprised which made Mickey lift his head. Mickey just nodded shyly. Ian just smirked and pecked Mickeys lips again. "I have too" Ian said smirking before pushing Mickey onto the bed and kissing him again.

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