Part 2 of "All he'll ever be is a nobody"
Once Mickey had gotten home that day he ended up going back to what he was before Ian came into his life, a nobody. He was lucky as his dad had been sent back to the can and his siblings weren't always at home other than Mandy, but she already knew about Ian so it didn't matter to Mickey. Every day he would somehow manage to get around Ian and most of Ian's friends, occasionally Ian's friends would go up to him and try to fix anything between the two boys but he would just walk off. Any classes he had with Ian, he would skip.
Mickey couldn't bare seeing the red head, it reminded him of how many times he probably lied to his sensitive heart. Yes, Mickey Milkovich has a sensitive heart but no one cared about him or his feelings anymore. Not even his own sister ever talked to him anymore, not like he attempted to catch her in a conversation anyways.
Another day of school for the brunette, his first class was science, with Ian. So as usual when he got to school he quickly went to his locker to put his bag away before his science teacher, Mr. Smith, stopped him in his tracks. "Mickey, nice to see you around" he said with a smirk seeing Mickeys face turn pale, "Mr. Smith, uh hi.." he said slowly closing his locker, his teacher stood in front of him with his arms crossed in front of his chest. "Oh Mikhailo, you can't escape science forever. Now follow me, class starts soon" Mr. Smith said with a smug look on his face, he basically pushed Mickey to class until they reached the door to the science class. "After you, Mickey" Mr. Smith said opening the door for Mickey. Mickey just sighed, and walked into the classroom, almost everyone looked his way but he quickly took a took seat in the back, away from everyone when Mr. Smith closed the door again and stood at the front of the class. The whole time Ian stared after Mickey in shock, he hadn't seen him in almost two weeks. "Oh Mickey, do you mind taking a seat beside Mr. Gallagher there please?" Mr. Smith said pointing to the empty chair beside Ian. Mickey gulped, he opened his mouth to protest but instead just closed it again and slowly took a seat beside his ex.
Throughout the class, Ian glanced at Mickey about 100 hundred times before Mickey finally flipped when he was writing down his work and he felt Ian's gaze on him. "Would you stop fucking staring at me?" He snapped, Ian just blinked a few times but kept his eyes on Mickey before Mickey gave him a questioning yet stern look. "Uh, sorry, ca-can you help me with question 4?" Ian said desperately trying to make the already awkward situation a little better. Mickey just sighed, "Just ask the teacher for help, I'm not your personal tutor" Mickey said avoiding Ian's eyes, "It would just be easier if you could at least try and explain it to me" Ian said looking at the question again. Mickey just huffed, "fine".
"See now wasn't that so hard?" Ian said giving a small smile once he wrote the answer down, but Mickey didn't smile back. "Yeah whatever" he mumbled before getting out of his seat and going up to Mr. Smith, "here, I finished" he mumbled giving the paper to his teacher. "Thank you Mickey, if you don't mind you can help another student. Maybe Ian needs some help from his pal" Mr. Smith said smiling, Mickey just scoffed. "I'll pass, thanks" he said before heading back to his seat.
The bell finally rung for second class, oh great yet another class with Gallagher, Mickey cursed to himself before picking up his school bag from the floor and heading for the door. "Wait, Mickey!" Ian shouted out as he quickly shoved his stuff in his backpack and swinging it over his shoulder, surprisingly Mickey did wait. "What gallagher?" He said, Ian just smiled and walked beside Mickey down the hall. "I just wanted you to wait for me" he said giving a smile that always warmed Mickeys heart, "I don't know what your trying to get at Gallagher" he said looking ahead at one of his friends waving at him. "I want a second chance" he said desperately looking at Mickeys face, Mickey stopped in his tracks. A few people cursed at the two teens stopping in the middle of the hall but neither cared, Mickey snickered "second chance? What for, to fuck me over again?" He said looking up at Ian's face. The bell rang and still neither boys moved, "I realized that I need you in my life Mickey, your were and are my sunshine in the dark" he said with begging eyes but Mickey just couldn't bring himself to say anything. He wanted his Gallagher back but yet again he couldn't let him fuck him over and shatter his heart for a second time. "Please Mickey, your all I need" Ian said placing his hand onto Mickeys pale cheek. His eyes were glossed over with tears, Mickey just gulped and slowly backed up. "I can't trust that you won't hurt me again, I can't guarantee that you won't lie to me" Mickey said looking into Ian's eyes. Ian just sighed, "I know that maybe you don't want to trust me again or even if you want this to happen again at all but I will tell that i was always 100% honest with you. I did and still love you with all my heart and I wasn't thinking when I tripped you, I'm sorry" Ian said looking down finally dropping his hand from Mickeys face. Mickey just sighed, "I don't think I'm ready" he mumbled, Ian just nodded before slowly walking away. Mickey stood in the same spot and stared after Ian, he couldn't move out of his current position. He couldn't bring himself to speak the words he wanted to say so he just remained in the same spot. Ian stopped in his tracks for a brief moment before turning around to try and search for the Milkovich boy but he was nowhere to be seen. He knew that he'd already fucked up once so he turned back around and continued to his class.
And little did Ian know, Mickey was standing there looking back at Ian's broken face but he couldn't see him, because all he'll ever be is a nobody.
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