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All he'll ever be is a nobody part 2, part 2?

Happy ending for part 2 :)

From that day on, Mickey went back to becoming a nobody. He didn't want to be the centre of attention, he didn't want to be recognized and he sure as hell did not want Ian Gallagher coming close to him. Mickey was actually kind of lucky, Ian did back off for awhile along with his friends. Mickey was glad but also kind of confused, maybe Ian was too scared or maybe just to hurt to go up to his ex who hated him. Mickey didn't honestly care. So other than Ian was Mickeys family, his dad was sent back to jail. His brothers were always out causing more and more trouble and Mandy kind of was in her own world. She stayed in school as well as Mickey, they were the only ones in the family that were the 'smart' ones. Mickey hadn't seen his sister in awhile actually, she was off with boys all the time and Mickey did have to admit he kinda missed her. I mean other than Ian, she was Mickeys top priority, he always took care of her and made sure she was safe. And now that he didn't have Ian anymore he wanted his baby sister back but she didn't care about him anymore, no one did.

It didn't affect Mickey too much about not being cared for, he was used to it. He never was treated right in the family, i mean being the only gay one with a homophobic father never was supposed to be an ideal family. His mother was awesome though, but she was long gone. So now Mickey was basically on his own, summer had rolled around. No one was ever home so he had the house to himself, like always. His plans were to just stay in his room all summer, be antisocial. He didn't need any one anyways, he never did before.

And that was when Ian had started to try and get in contact with Mickey. First it started with a simple text saying hi, Mickey obviously ignored it and blocked the number. Then it was the Instagram dms, blocked. Finally the snapchats, they were snapchats of Ian's face or just multiple chats saying hi, how are you, I miss you. Blocked.

There was finally piece and quiet again for the milkovich. Some days he would be a little down, some days he'd attempt to call his sister but she never answered. Eventually he got more and more depressed, I mean Mickey never talked to anyone anymore. There was no one, so he lay in bed all day. Occasionally crying because of so many different things, then he stopped eating. The only reason he'd get up or the only thing he ever actually did was get up and pee. No he wasn't bipolar he was just lonely and depressed. There was no point to his life, no one cared about him anymore and no one wanted him anymore. He got very suicidal thoughts, he never did anything physical to himself though. He didn't have the energy, he just mentally hurt himself. He constantly thought how much of a failure he'll be and how there was no point of even trying anymore. He would just lie in his bed until he either died or somehow someone would find him and either murder him or somehow save him. But that would never happen, no one cared anyway. Or so he thought.

Everyday on summer break, Ian's mind was constantly on Mickey. He couldn't stop the thoughts, he couldn't get him out of his head. Oh how fucking stupid he had been!

He attempted to get ahold of Mickey but he was eventually blocked, on everything. Ian was sad, he was hurt. He just wanted the Milkovich boy back in his arms, he wanted to love him up and rant for hours on how beautiful he was and how much he mattered because sometimes Mickey would really put himself down. Ian was Mickeys saviour. He helped him with a lot of his problems and whenever he felt down because Mickey suffered with severe depression and he was traumatized from his past, he would help him get back up. And PTSD also came along with his mental illnesses too. And Ian could understand how he felt sometimes, he struggled with Bipolar so he knew what it was like to be down in the dumps.

After the first month of summer break, Ian realized he needed to get back to Mickey. He knew Mickey needed him no matter if he would push him away or not. So Ian decided to go to the Milkovich house one day. He went to knock but realized the door was unlocked, it was the afternoon but still quite dark in the house. No lights were on, it was eerily quiet. It almost seemed like no one lived here. Ian closed the door and took his shoes off and walked into the house, he looked around at every place he had memories. It made Ian kind of sad but he quickly blinked away the tears that were forming and walked over to Mickeys room. His door was closed, Ian just thought he maybe was still sleeping. He walked into the room, no light was on and Mickey lay there facing the wall in a ball. A blanket thrown over him. He looked like he was laying there for awhile. "Mick" Ian whispered, he didn't move or say anything so Ian walked closer. "Mick are you awake?" Ian said walking closer until he could touch the Milkovich if he wanted. No response. Ian put his one knee on the bed and leaned over to see Mickeys face. He looked awfully pale, there were dry tears stains on his face along with fresh, new ones rolling down. "Mickey" Ian said swiping his thumb across Mickeys cheek to catch some of the tears. Mickey just whimpered and curled into himself even more, "come on, turn around let's cuddle" Ian said laying down beside his ex, he pulled the blankets over half his body while Mickey turned around and curled into Ian's chest. Ian pulled him on top of him so that his arms wrapped around his chest and his legs wrapped around his waist. He clung onto him like a koala bear, while weeping into his shirt. Ian wrapped his long arms around Mickeys slim body. He let Mickey break down into his arms, "What's up?" Ian whispered after awhile. Mickey had moved off of him now and just cuddled into his side, grasping tightly onto his shirt. "I haven't eaten in a week, I've been laying here for basically the whole month. I miss you, i miss Mandy. I'm a mess" Mickey sobbed out. It broke Ian's heart hearing Mickey so broken, "awe mick" he said clinging onto him. "Please" Mickey whimpered out, "please what?" Ian whispered rubbing Mickeys back while kissing his head. "Please come back Ian, I need you. Your all I have" he cried out, he was so broken without his Gallagher. Ian just nodded and hugged Mickey tighter, "I'll come back, I promise Mickey. But please baby don't cry, it hurts so bad hearing you sob" Ian said. Mickey just nodded and clung onto Ian even more. "I love you so much" Ian whispered, Mickey sniffled "I love you too".