9:00 PM, 7/9/19

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I can't move anymore, can barely get to the door.

Right now all I want to do is sit on the floor, think about how we could be more.

But I like where we're at now, despite the fact of how.

I'll let you in on a secret I'm keeping, the reason I have to stop myself from weeping.

I truly am going downhill, while my mind remains a continuous windmill.

It goes around and around, barely making any sound.

My body is going down, down, causing a frown.

The pain is well there, and I'm fully aware.

It's stopping me from walking, interrupting my talking.

I spoke words so agile, I didn't want to mention I was fragile.

He asked me why I don't let people know, and I stared at him like I was a frightened doe.

I can never let a soul in again, as that would be yet another sin.

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