Women that say No ll

Chapter 15

"So I've had so much fun with you I think I'm all funnned our!" Gigi giggled after we had spent the entire day together just her and I. At the carnival and then at the ice cream parlor.

"Oh honey after all of that walking and watching I could fall asleep right here, I need your energy. I don't know how you rode that Guitar roller coaster I would've puked."

"That's because you're scary and suppose to be on bed rest but don't worry next year around this time you better not be Preggos because WE are getting on that ride mama."

"Talk to your daddy about that."

"I love you Mama."

"Oh I love you more Gi."

"That's what daddy said mama use to call me, did he tell you that too? That's why you called me that, daddy calls me that sometimes but not alll the time?"

"He did, and it's very cute."

"Thank you. Have you seen pictures of my momma she was very cute! I look just like her too."

"I have she was and you are."

"You know what Madi out of all daddy's girlfriends I've loved you the most."

My heart warmed nudging Gigi before telling her I loved her more and planting a big cold kiss on her forehead. She was such a sweet little smart girl and I was so happy to be apart of her life. With everything going on with me I realized how self absorbed id been and wanted to spend more time with my family and the people that count.

"Good morning Zuuvrai." Steph greeted the next morning as I joined him on the patio.

"You really serious about this name. I thought I made it clear that Zuu was not in the picture."

"See Zuu mama already got favorites she ain't feeling you like she feeling your Sis. But that's alright you my lil Zuu I love you more and more everyday, forget mama."

I chuckled watching him talk to my stomach like he had literally did every single day as a routine. He was very much in love with these twins and to see a man love his children made my heart settle at peace. I loved that he was such a great dad to his kids.

"Steph since I now know you are very serious about this name can you tell me why this name is so important to you?"

"it just represents a haven for wild animals, it's sort of what Gi's mom did for me and what you've done for me. Calmed the beast in me. That name will forever be significant to me. And I just like the shit it's gangsta for a little girl or boy and uncommon most of all!"

"Ok you know what. You always clowning can't take you serious."

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I knew that my mom needed me more than ever now. So the day that my dad was set to come back in town I made sure I was over at the house. Jason even met me there and I had a hard time reading just how much this was effecting him because of his nonchalant attitude. Even though we didn't talk as much I still wanted him to know that it was okay to talk to me at any time about this. Since I was the oldest I felt like it was my responsibility to step up.

"I haven't even had one yet and you on your 5th kid geeessss la-weeeezzz!"

"Oh shut up I'm sure you been practicing! What ever happened to your little girlfriend?"

"Broke up and better off alone. You see this shit ma and pops going through I can't imagine being so invested in a person just to have them up and leave like shit just was built overnight."