Women that say No ll

Introduction:

"I had just had a well needed drink with Rick after dinner and decided I would take a bath.

Tomorrow would be a long day of court and I had spent the entire day here rehearsing and helping Rick review.

Angela was out with my mom picking out baby clothing and power was with my dad.

As I ran my bath water a feeling of relaxation and calm covered me. It was refreshing to feel this after not feeling this way in such a long time.

I stepped into the warm water submerging my naked body just underneath the bubbles, propping my head up on the ledge and closing my eyes. I hadn't felt so worry free in such a long time.

This feeling was like nothing I'd ever felt. I don't know if it was the wine or what but it had really did a good number on me.

Slowly I felt myself slipping into a state of calm before falling asleep.

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The sound of an alarm going off awoke me from what felt like a dream back into reality.

I was lying in the guest bedroom of Rick and Angela's town home, dressed in a t shirt with nothing under it.

As I set up I felt a feeling of discomfort as the reality that I had a massive headache hit me like the heat of a Sahara desert.

Sitting up and placing my head into my palms I took a deep breath before shutting the piercing alarm off and sighing in pain.

As I stood to my feet I realized the urge to urinate hit me instantly so I made a dash for the door.

I set down onto the toilet seat, releasing the urine as the thin discharge slid from my vagina in a liquid glob as if I was leaking."

I awoke to the sound of my cell phone ringing, realizing I was having another bad dream about the night Rick had raped me. This nightmare was reoccurring and beginning to feel more realistic than the Event itself.

Although I was Physically and mentally exhausted from the past couple of weeks flying back and forth between North Carolina and L.a. I had so much to be thankful about keeping me strong.

Steph and I had gotten married via The courthouse and were preparing to find out what we're having on my next visit back home.

But like anything going well, on the flip side due to the incident at Rick's house  and him knowing people in high places the judge granted him full custody of Allure until I completed therapy. Which was difficult to do but where there's a will there's a way! I refused to question the things that God had in place and knew he would work it all out in due time.