Are You Crying, Too?

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Okay, so...  First off, I want to thank everyone for reading my book.  As I said before, I really appreciate it.  I had fun on this journey of creating this story, and, although this is not the only book I published on Wattpad (I deleted the other one because I didn't want to wright about it anymore) this is the first book I ever completed.  If I'm to say anything about it, I'd say it was fun.  Even if I expirianced some writers block, I got through it.  But while writing this, I started to wonder about what people were thinking when they were writing their books.  Where they got the idea from, where they got their motivation, what they thought when they were writing the story, ect...  So, I figured I would share my thought process and ideas with my readers.

The beginning: I first got into Bnha when a friend of mine started slightly obsessing over it.  I had already watched all of the seasons, but I had passed it off as just another anime, just something to watch.  Back then, I only really used anime as a pass time and to get away from reality.  A place where I could finally feel safe and at home.  But when my friend constantly talked about it, I started to get more intrigued by it.  I never re-watched it, but I started to approciate it more and look at the finer details of it. 

Before she began to love Bnha, we would write stories about random things.  I would write a sentence or so and then she would continue it.  We switch back a forth until we made a story.  Both of us had the reins, and while I was usualy the one laughing as I almost killed of a character while she was shaking her head (or groaning and asking me why I did what I did while being overly dramatic), I think we both had fun. 

Then, she said that she wanted to write something about Bnha.  That's where the BakuDeku came from.  I was never someone to ship others, and I usually just accepted what was with no complaint.  I actually didn't really have an oppinion on most things.  If it worked it worked; if it didn't, then I'd find something that does.  So, when the concept of shipping people together came to fruition, I grew interested.  We wrote stories about the two getting together, which burned through a lot of my papers ^^; We wrote about other stuff, yeah, but BakuDeku took the spotlight. 

That's how this all started.  An idea that my friend presented that turned into a small journey.

Next off: The Idea

To be honest, I didn't really have an Idea for the book.  I just wrote the first and second part of the book while I had nothing else to do.  I was on a long car ride, and I couldn't keep both my mind and body relaxed for four hours without doing anything.  All I really knew was that I liked depressing stuff.  So, I ended up writing about Bakugou being sad about Deku's death.  I decided to make Deku alive because I wanted to continue the story, and I couldn't just keep writing about Bakugou being depressed all of the time.  At first, I didn't intent to make it a complete story, but when I got home, I decided to upload what I had done.  Then, I just decided to keep writing.

Now then, onto the motivation:

I only had one thing, or rather person, that motivated me at the beginning of the story, and that was the person I was talking about earlier.  Later on, I got more motivation from some of the comments on the story.  That's what helped me keep on writing the story.

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Characters:

Izaya Orihara: Izaya is a character from another anime called Durarara.  He's basically an info broker, and that's what I needed in the story.  I liked his character, so I decided to use him in my story.

Kira: Kira is named after Kira from Death Note, even though he and Light are complete opposites.  I don't know why I did this, but I did.  The name kinda just stuck.  Kira was made to heal Deku at first.  But then he started to play more of an important role.  I wanted him to be possessive of Phthonus, and that was what lead to him becoming a yandere.