I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS

Chapter 2

Jungkook quickly got dressed and walked into the kitchen, where he saw his six hyungs eating breakfast.

"Jungkookie we saved some for you." Jin told him, smiling. But Jungkook didn't want to eat, he knew he needed to lose some weight and eating a big breakfast wouldn't help. So he got some orange juice instead and went back to his bedroom.

When he sat on his bed, he sighed. He'd told the members he wasn't very hungry, but how much could he say that to them without them getting suspicious and forcing him to eat something? He took a sip of his orange juice, picked up his phone and opened up twitter.

It was turning into a bad habit. Checking twitter even though he knew he'd see some hate messages. The other members didn't seem to take much notice of people who hated on them, but Jungkook always read the nasty comments, and sadly agreed with a lot of what was said about him, although it wasn't true.

Sure enough, after he'd been scrolling through twitter for a few minutes, Jungkook came across some hate.

acupoftae: Why does Tae Tae seem to like Jungkook so much? Tae's mine.

namjoonscrab55: @/acupoftae I bet he's just pretending to like Jungkook. I bet they all are and I don't blame them.

Jungkook put down his phone. Were the members just pretending to like him? No, no. He was just being stupid. Even with all the hate, he knew his hyungs loved him. At least there was one hate message he knew was fake.

His hyungs loved him. But he was scared they wouldn't. If they ever saw his cuts, found out he was purposely skipping meals, etc. And the thoughts of them all finding out haunted him.

Jungkook quickly finished his orange juice and went to put his glass back in the kitchen. Luckily all the members had finished eating, so he didn't bump into anyone. He then went straight to his bathroom, next to his bedroom.

He had around ten minutes before he had to go to practice, which was more than enough time to do the one thing he wanted to do. Jungkook got his blade out and held it against his thigh. Just before he swiped it across his skin, there was a knock at the door.

ah shit.

"Coming." Jungkook shouted. He quickly hid his blade and pulled his jeans up. He walked to the door and cautiously opened it. Taehyung was stood there.

"Sorry Jungkookie, I was told to tell you that we have to leave for practice a few minutes early, so we're going now." Taehyung Explained. Jungkook nodded his head and told his hyung he'd come quickly.

guess there won't be time to cut after all.

So Jungkook walked out of his bathroom and went to where all the members were waiting. "Ready?" Jin asked. Jungkook just nodded, and they all set off.

A/N ~ Hey guys! I hope you're enjoying the story so far! Just thought I'd let you know that anything written in italics is Jungkook's thoughts. I know some of you will know this already but this is just for the people who didn't <3