It was silent, outside Jungkook's hospital room. Apart from the occasional sniff from Jimin.
No one knew what was going to happen to their brother, whether he'd survive or not.
And each of the members felt responsible, they should have noticed.
but sometimes when something that you least expect is happening, happens, it's hard to notice. because you're not looking for the signs, you're not expecting there to be any.
The members were all exhausted, and still shaken up from finding Jungkook.
Jimin couldn't stop crying and was being comforted by Jin, who was trying to stay strong for everyone. But Jin too, couldn't stop tears from coming to his eyes.
Taehyung was sat next to Hoseok. Both were usually happy and bubbly people, but right now both of them sat in silence.
Yoongi was blaming himself. He'd been in Jungkook's position, he'd never acted on anything, but he'd felt like giving up. He out of everyone should have known, he knew how it felt.
He hated the fact Jungkook had felt as bad as he did, the fact he couldn't find any way out other than ending his life.
Namjoon, Namjoon was sat with Jungkook's note, reading it over and over again.
why didn't i tell him how i felt
i should've done
i should've noticed
i should've been there for him
i love him.
Just then, a doctor came out of Jungkook's room, and the members all stood up, desperate to know whether or not he'd be okay.
"I'm sorry, it's not looking good. Jeon Jeongguk is in a coma now and there's a very big chance he won't wake up."
That's when Namjoon lost it.
His knees buckled from under him, and he fell to the ground, sobbing.
the members knew now,
how bad it was.
their maknae, their brother,
was almost gone.
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I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS
Fanfic"I'm fine" He said quietly. "No Kookie, you're not." TW: This story will contain self harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, depression etc etc. There will be graphic parts.
