Jungkook walked around the big garden. He smiled, it was so peaceful there. He felt safe. He felt happy, for the first time in so long. Truly happy.
Jungkook's wasn't sure what was happening, or why he was there. But he liked it. He felt as if he could stay there forever.
Jungkook sat down on the lush grass and smiled to himself. It wasn't a fake smile, like he was used to giving people. It was a real, genuine smile.
And then it started.
The noises.
What was once a quiet, peaceful garden was now full of screams and shouts. And they were all shouting the same thing..
"JUNGKOOK!"
Jungkook covered his ears but if anything, the noises just got louder. He started shaking, and his head started to hurt. It gradually got worse and worse, until it was an excruciating pain.
All his memories shot back into his head. His eyes welled with tears.
Jungkook could also hear a beeping sound, which wouldn't stop.
He felt like he was being dragged upwards. Everything went fuzzy again.
But this time, Jungkook started to gain consciousness. He could still hear the beeping, and he could hear voices talking quietly. Then he heard someone walk over to him and felt the person hold his hand.
They didn't say anything, but Jungkook could hear muffled sobs. He wanted to open his eyes, to comfort the person. It sounded like Jimin, and he hated Jimin being upset. He hated all the members being upset.
Especially because of him.
But when he tried to open his eyes, he couldn't. It was as if they were superglued together. Jungkook tried to move, and speak. But again, he couldn't do either of those.
Why could he hear everyone, but not be able to talk to them?
Now the members knew his secret, he was surprised they were even here. Jungkook was certain they'd hate him. But, they didn't. He felt terrible he'd caused all this trouble.
He'd just wanted to die peacefully.
And if he had, this wouldn't be happening.
All the members would be happier.
He wouldn't be bothering them, or anyone else.
Yet, he was still here. Why couldn't he just die? Did death really hate him that much?
Or was it a second chance?
A second chance at living in a world he didn't want to be in.
A second chance at living a life he didn't want to live.
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I'm Fine | Depressed Jungkook x BTS
Fanfiction"I'm fine" He said quietly. "No Kookie, you're not." TW: This story will contain self harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, depression etc etc. There will be graphic parts.
